Guess who finally stopped procrastinating? Yep, this person right here 🥰
So, fun fact: this tutorial has been sitting in my phone fully edited since June 9th. Why didn’t I upload it earlier, you ask? Well, between perfecting the fine art (🤌🏻) of procrastination and casually forgetting it existed, it just...never really happened
But it's better late than never lmao. After six months (and countless "I’ll do it tomorrow"s), I’ve finally hit the upload button. Consider it my Christmas gift to you all- 💀
Thank you for sticking around and waiting longer than anyone should have to for a tutorial. Hope you enjoy it! Let me know what you think (and remind me to upload things on time in the future)
It's been a while, hasn't it? I've got a bunch of videos lined up and will be posting them over the next few days, including all the most requested ones.
Tomorrow, I'm dropping a YouTube banner tutorial, so stay tuned! 😉
New theme layout ✨ what do you think? 🤔 Give it a look and drop your thoughts – love it or not so much? Comment down what you think 💭
Personally, I don't like anything much about it except the filter lmaooo 😭😂 By the way, should I switch the icon to just the ullzang picture? (Sorry, but changing the banner seems like a lot of work right now! 😅)
Context: To be honest, my relationship with my parents hasn't been great. They've always been more controlling than caring, and I always felt like I had to walk on eggshells around them. It's like they didn't trust me or believe in me, even though I tried my best to be a good kid. I was always anxious around them, worrying about doing or saying the wrong thing, and I never really felt like I could be myself.
Growing up, I didn't have the kind of relationship with my parents that some of my friends did. They were always there for their kids, supporting them and helping them through tough times. But with my parents, it was like they were always on the lookout for something to criticize or control. They never seemed to understand me or my perspective, and I always felt like I was alone in my thoughts and feelings.
I remember feeling like I was constantly under a microscope, with my every move and decision being scrutinized. It was exhausting, and it made me feel like I couldn't trust anyone, not even my own family. And when I tried to talk to them about how I was feeling, they would dismiss me or tell me I was being too sensitive. It was like they didn't want to hear what I had to say, and that made me feel even more isolated.
So, I guess you could say I was my own person from a young age. I had to learn to rely on myself and my own judgment, because I couldn't always count on my parents to be there for me. It's not the ideal situation, but it's made me stronger and more independent, and I'm grateful for that. And if anyone out there is going through something similar, I want them to know that they're not alone, and that there are people who understand and care...It sucks feeling like your parents don't get you and are always breathing down your neck. But there are people out there who understand what you're going through and care about you. It's tough, but try to stay true to yourself and don't let their negativity bring you down. You got this! 💕💕
Hey guys, Today is supposed to be a day of celebration, but for me, it feels like, why is today? Why is today 8th April? Why am I still alive? I woke up feeling extremely down and sad. It's my birthday today and I'm not feeling great. I'm supposed to keep up my bubble personality for everyone, but I needed to vent a little. Today feels like just any other day and I can't shake this feeling of sadness. I've had some really tough moments this year where I've struggled with the urge to self-harm, but thankfully I didn't give in.
I'm feeling so down right now that my eyes are actually blurry while writing this. As the day has gone on, my emotions have only intensified. I felt like crying so much that I ended up crying in shower for 30 minutes straight...It's hard to describe how much I've been struggling, and my birthday only seems to amplify these feelings.
I miss being active on this channel so much. It really means a lot to me and holds a special place in my heart. I'm going to do my best to come back and be more active again. I miss all my friends here and I'm so grateful to everyone who remembered me, even though I've been inactive for almost a year.
I can't even explain how much it means to me to feel the love and support from you all. The academic pressure I've been facing and the family issues I've been dealing with are indescribable. I just hope you can all understand. And hey, in case you're wondering, I'm kinda-sorta active over at @seoulprinces.
Honestly, I feel guilty for not being active and not talking to you all. It's just that editing my tutorial videos takes so much energy out of me. But I want you to know that I love you all so much and I'm grateful for your support.
And to my supporters and friends, I want you to know just how much you mean to me. You have been my rock through some of the toughest times of my life. Your love, support, and encouragement have meant everything to me. I appreciate each and every one of you more than words can express. You all make me feel seen, heard, and loved. And that is something truly special. Thank you for being here for me.
My birthday is ending in a few minutes, but the love and support from you all will stay with me forever. Thank you for making my day a little bit brighter, even on a day where I was feeling really down.
Hello lovelys! I know I've been a couch potato, but I swear I've always wanted to be active but am unable to due to my academic obligations. I really want to take YouTube seriously and try to upload once or twice every week.
I'm not sure what to do at all. It sucks to high heaven that I've been ill for the entire year. Anyhow, I want to pass this class. After my finals, I'm hoping to be able to pay attention to my channel, but for the time being I'll just upload whenever I can.
You people have been truly missed; how about we chat?
I'd like to express my gratitude to everyone who has supported my YouTube channel. As of yesterday night, June 29, 2022, at 10:09am, my channel has gained 1,000 subscribers 😭 something I previously thought I'd never accomplish. But you guys who watch my videos, not I, were the ones who did it. Without you lovelys, I would not have been able to accomplish this. We therefore united to finish it. A round of applause is in order for you guys. Oh my God.....I'm so grateful, thank you so much.....💜💜 I'm feeling very touched right now. You are one of the outstanding 1000 subscribers to my YouTube channel. Wow!!! I want to thank everyone once more who has watched my videos and subscribed to my YouTube channel.
Hello to everybody! I've been debating this for a while...
After careful consideration, I have decided to postpone my Fanfiction tutorial series. I am aware that this is unexpected, but I am having trouble finding time to edit the tutorials. Every day I'm busier and less motivated to do anything. I won't stop making YouTube videos, and I don't anticipate stopping anytime soon, but I will put off the release of my Fanfiction tutorial series. I'll edit all of the tutorials for this series throughout the break as this series will be taking a very small hiatus. However, since my metrics/analytics are too low, I'll share my smudge edit time lapse and shorts in the interim. I'm hoping they'll be as well-liked by you guys as my tutorials were. I sincerely appreciate your support and hope you all can understand all these circumstances ❤️
I passed these milestones two weeks ago. With these achievements, I'd want to take this time to thank a lot of people for leaving me lovely messages, recommending videos, watching, enjoying, and sharing my videos, and so on 💜
It's been a fun ride so far, and I have a lot of videos in the works for the future. Thank you to everyone who has supported me in this delightful activity! ✨🥰
Dazzling Lovelys
Guess who finally stopped procrastinating? Yep, this person right here 🥰
So, fun fact: this tutorial has been sitting in my phone fully edited since June 9th. Why didn’t I upload it earlier, you ask? Well, between perfecting the fine art (🤌🏻) of procrastination and casually forgetting it existed, it just...never really happened
But it's better late than never lmao. After six months (and countless "I’ll do it tomorrow"s), I’ve finally hit the upload button. Consider it my Christmas gift to you all- 💀
Thank you for sticking around and waiting longer than anyone should have to for a tutorial. Hope you enjoy it! Let me know what you think (and remind me to upload things on time in the future)
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Dazzling Lovelys
NEW THEME !!
It's been a while, hasn't it? I've got a bunch of videos lined up and will be posting them over the next few days, including all the most requested ones.
Tomorrow, I'm dropping a YouTube banner tutorial, so stay tuned! 😉
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Dazzling Lovelys
Unboxing video coming soon ^_^
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New theme layout ✨ what do you think? 🤔 Give it a look and drop your thoughts – love it or not so much? Comment down what you think 💭
Personally, I don't like anything much about it except the filter lmaooo 😭😂 By the way, should I switch the icon to just the ullzang picture? (Sorry, but changing the banner seems like a lot of work right now! 😅)
filter cr: @/byeolfiltrs on Instagram
instagram.com/byeolfiltrs?igshid=MzRlODBiNWFlZA==
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Them: were you a daddy's girl or mommy's girl?
Me: I was my own.
Context: To be honest, my relationship with my parents hasn't been great. They've always been more controlling than caring, and I always felt like I had to walk on eggshells around them. It's like they didn't trust me or believe in me, even though I tried my best to be a good kid. I was always anxious around them, worrying about doing or saying the wrong thing, and I never really felt like I could be myself.
Growing up, I didn't have the kind of relationship with my parents that some of my friends did. They were always there for their kids, supporting them and helping them through tough times. But with my parents, it was like they were always on the lookout for something to criticize or control. They never seemed to understand me or my perspective, and I always felt like I was alone in my thoughts and feelings.
I remember feeling like I was constantly under a microscope, with my every move and decision being scrutinized. It was exhausting, and it made me feel like I couldn't trust anyone, not even my own family. And when I tried to talk to them about how I was feeling, they would dismiss me or tell me I was being too sensitive. It was like they didn't want to hear what I had to say, and that made me feel even more isolated.
So, I guess you could say I was my own person from a young age. I had to learn to rely on myself and my own judgment, because I couldn't always count on my parents to be there for me. It's not the ideal situation, but it's made me stronger and more independent, and I'm grateful for that. And if anyone out there is going through something similar, I want them to know that they're not alone, and that there are people who understand and care...It sucks feeling like your parents don't get you and are always breathing down your neck. But there are people out there who understand what you're going through and care about you. It's tough, but try to stay true to yourself and don't let their negativity bring you down. You got this! 💕💕
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Hey guys, Today is supposed to be a day of celebration, but for me, it feels like, why is today? Why is today 8th April? Why am I still alive? I woke up feeling extremely down and sad. It's my birthday today and I'm not feeling great. I'm supposed to keep up my bubble personality for everyone, but I needed to vent a little. Today feels like just any other day and I can't shake this feeling of sadness. I've had some really tough moments this year where I've struggled with the urge to self-harm, but thankfully I didn't give in.
I'm feeling so down right now that my eyes are actually blurry while writing this. As the day has gone on, my emotions have only intensified. I felt like crying so much that I ended up crying in shower for 30 minutes straight...It's hard to describe how much I've been struggling, and my birthday only seems to amplify these feelings.
I miss being active on this channel so much. It really means a lot to me and holds a special place in my heart. I'm going to do my best to come back and be more active again. I miss all my friends here and I'm so grateful to everyone who remembered me, even though I've been inactive for almost a year.
I can't even explain how much it means to me to feel the love and support from you all. The academic pressure I've been facing and the family issues I've been dealing with are indescribable. I just hope you can all understand. And hey, in case you're wondering, I'm kinda-sorta active over at @seoulprinces.
Honestly, I feel guilty for not being active and not talking to you all. It's just that editing my tutorial videos takes so much energy out of me. But I want you to know that I love you all so much and I'm grateful for your support.
And to my supporters and friends, I want you to know just how much you mean to me. You have been my rock through some of the toughest times of my life. Your love, support, and encouragement have meant everything to me. I appreciate each and every one of you more than words can express. You all make me feel seen, heard, and loved. And that is something truly special. Thank you for being here for me.
My birthday is ending in a few minutes, but the love and support from you all will stay with me forever. Thank you for making my day a little bit brighter, even on a day where I was feeling really down.
Sorry for this long paragraph 🙏🏻😞
~ Suri
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Hello lovelys! I know I've been a couch potato, but I swear I've always wanted to be active but am unable to due to my academic obligations. I really want to take YouTube seriously and try to upload once or twice every week.
I'm not sure what to do at all. It sucks to high heaven that I've been ill for the entire year. Anyhow, I want to pass this class. After my finals, I'm hoping to be able to pay attention to my channel, but for the time being I'll just upload whenever I can.
You people have been truly missed; how about we chat?
Anyway, I love you.
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I'd like to express my gratitude to everyone who has supported my YouTube channel. As of yesterday night, June 29, 2022, at 10:09am, my channel has gained 1,000 subscribers 😭 something I previously thought I'd never accomplish. But you guys who watch my videos, not I, were the ones who did it. Without you lovelys, I would not have been able to accomplish this. We therefore united to finish it. A round of applause is in order for you guys.
Oh my God.....I'm so grateful, thank you so much.....💜💜
I'm feeling very touched right now. You are one of the outstanding 1000 subscribers to my YouTube channel. Wow!!! I want to thank everyone once more who has watched my videos and subscribed to my YouTube channel.
Btw my halfyearly ended today <( ̄︶ ̄)>
~ Suri 💜
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Hello to everybody! I've been debating this for a while...
After careful consideration, I have decided to postpone my Fanfiction tutorial series. I am aware that this is unexpected, but I am having trouble finding time to edit the tutorials. Every day I'm busier and less motivated to do anything. I won't stop making YouTube videos, and I don't anticipate stopping anytime soon, but I will put off the release of my Fanfiction tutorial series. I'll edit all of the tutorials for this series throughout the break as this series will be taking a very small hiatus. However, since my metrics/analytics are too low, I'll share my smudge edit time lapse and shorts in the interim. I'm hoping they'll be as well-liked by you guys as my tutorials were. I sincerely appreciate your support and hope you all can understand all these circumstances ❤️
- Suri
(Some of my edits)
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Dazzling Lovelys
I passed these milestones two weeks ago. With these achievements, I'd want to take this time to thank a lot of people for leaving me lovely messages, recommending videos, watching, enjoying, and sharing my videos, and so on 💜
It's been a fun ride so far, and I have a lot of videos in the works for the future. Thank you to everyone who has supported me in this delightful activity! ✨🥰
~ Suri
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