kreazea

Hey Guys.

Update on what's been happening with me.

As you all know, my grandmother passed away last month. I would like to thank all of you for your support during this difficult time. She was buried on July 30th 2025. It was a... very emotional day. @ZackaryYANG-l2b4f , you mentioned that you also lost your grandmother just before mine. My condolences to you as well. If you had a good relationship with her as i did with mine, then i know exactly what you're feeling and going through.

I want you all to know that i'm doing ok. I still can't believe she's gone. I still cry sometimes whenever i think about her. But life goes on.

I wanted to give you all this update, because Digital Circus Ep6 is releasing later today, and of course i'm going to be reacting to it. So i had to update you guys before I post that video to avoid the possible comments asking if i'm ok.

Again, thank you all for your continued support. Love you all.

~Zea ❤️

1 month ago (edited) | [YT] | 17

kreazea

Hey guys.

Just giving a small update of what's been happening with me.

Yesterday, July 5th 2025, my grandmother passed away. 😭

It was only last month she started feeling sick and we found out she had cervical cancer. It was too late to do anything by then, because the cancer had already spread throughout her body.

I won't go into too much detail because it would be a lot to write.

2 months ago | [YT] | 19

kreazea

Hey guys. Gonna try streaming tonight. Fingers crossed, because my internet's been kinda buggy with the recent weather of heavy rain.

Since its the month of May, which means Mer-May, gonna put the continuation of the last stream (color blind drawing) on hold and work on some mermaid/man pieces. So feel free to give some characters you'd like to see me draw as a mermaid/man

4 months ago | [YT] | 18

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I'm sorry guys, I won't be able to stream tonight. I'm congested and have a hard time breathing. it started from last night. I'm not sure if any of you picked up on my sniffling during the stream. i kept the mic off when it was becoming too frequent. it's worse now. don't worry, it's just sinus. no fever or headaches, just congestion. hopefully it eases up tomorrow after some medicinal tea.

5 months ago | [YT] | 21

kreazea

No live stream tonight guys. I have something i need to finish for a client for tomorrow. Hopefully i'll be able to stream tomorrow night

5 months ago | [YT] | 16

kreazea

🎇🎆Happy New Year 2025!🎆🎇

Wishing you all a Happy New Year!

I just realized that the last time I made a post was literally 1 YEAR ago when I wished you guys Happy Holidays.

2024 wasn't the best year for me. I was suffering with burnout. I had little to no motivation to do any of the things I love to do. Just to take a break from my usual stuff, I started doing gardening. I grew honeydew, cantaloupe, watermelon, strawberries, peppers, lettuce and pumpkin. Tried to grow cucumber but the snails ate the plant before it had a chance to organize itself.

My plan to start/organize my business ended up not happening because of the downtime I was going through. I'm not sure what's going to happen this year. I'm really hoping I can get back to doing what I love and get my channel active again.

I still have to do a reaction to TADC ep 3. I haven't watched it yet due to waiting on the replacement for my GPU, which went bad about 2-3 months ago. I've had to go back to my good ole faithful laptop, but unfortunately it can't handle OBS recording and a video playing at the same time.

I'm really hoping 2025 will be a better year for me. Fingers crossed 🤞

🎇🎆Happy New Year everyone ❤️🎆🎇

~Zea ❤️

9 months ago | [YT] | 40

kreazea

Happy Holidays Everyone!

Hope you all had a great one, and wishing you all the best for the New Year.

Just want to give a quick update on what's been happening with me, because I know I haven't been very active. 

December tends to be the busiest month of the year for me. This year was no exception, except for the fact that it was busier than usual. I had little to no time to do any kind of art. Heck, I didn't even have the time to wish you all a Merry Christmas/Happy Holidays.

I am no longer teaching, which gives me more time to myself. However, I am currently in the process of getting my own business going, so that's taking up some of my online time. My views and subs have really dropped and I don't know what to do. I'm doing my best to manage my time, but some things need to take priority over others. This is part of my New Year's resolution, to try to balance out my online work with real-life work. Once I've got everything going, I should have more stuff posted for you guys, especially those of you supporting me on Patreon. I am forever thankful to all of you who have donated. It really helped when I needed it. I hope you will continue to support me and I will do my best to provide more content to you.

Thank you all.

Have a wonderful New Year everyone!

~Zea :3

1 year ago | [YT] | 37

kreazea

Hi guys. Hope you are all doing well.

I just want to apologize for my inactivity here on Youtube.

I’ve had a lot going on for the past few months, mainly with my mental health. I know a lot of you have tagged, messaged, and sent me gift drawings/videos, but never got a response from me. I do see and read your messages, but I just haven’t been in the right state of mind to give any kind of response. I am slowly but surely getting back to my old self. I still have a bit of a way to go, but it's not as bad as it was before. Now that my mind is a bit clearer, I’ve come to the realization that I was still grieving the loss of my cat and was just trying to get over it by just living my life each day.

Also, since I went back into teaching, it has really taken a toll on me, both physically and mentally. I am constantly tired, stressed, and frustrated, and have little to no time for myself. It has caused me to lose the passion and motivation to do what I love. When I actually do decide to do some kind of drawing, the passion and excitement I normally have were just… not there. I just felt like I was losing my ability to draw. My anxiety has been through the roof with all that has been happening with me. But I am slowly but surely getting back into the groove of things.

With that said, I’d like to once again apologize for my inactivity, and to Thank You all for your patience and understanding. I have a lot of stuff planned and am currently working on them little by little. Hopefully, I will be able to post some stuff soon, but I can’t make any promises.

Love you all!
~Zea

2 years ago (edited) | [YT] | 98

kreazea

Lost my cat of 11 yrs today. Passed away from illness. Been crying for most of the day.😭

Sorry for the sad update. I also lost one of my dogs earlier this year, so I haven't been feeling the best. :(

3 years ago (edited) | [YT] | 64

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HAPPY NEW YEAR 2022, EVERYONE! XD
AND THANK YOU FOR 60K SUBS!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

I know I'm a day late to give the New Year greeting, but the channel was so close to getting 60K, I wanted to wait till it got to it to send my greeting. This is already starting the year off good for me.

I can't make any promises, but I'm going to do my best to put up more content this year.

Thank you all so much for your patience and continued support. I hope to reach 100k by the end of the year. It's ok if I don't, but I hope I do. XP

A little update on what's happening with me:
I'm currently trying to build a new computer (my brother is helping me), because my current system (5-6 yr old laptop) can no longer handle my work like it used to. It still works perfectly fine, it just lags a bit when I'm drawing. This is one of the reasons why it takes me a while to produce work. But in the meantime, I'm still using good ole faithful.

Here's to a productive year, everyone! Once again, thank you all for you continued support. I really really appreciate it!

~Zea

3 years ago | [YT] | 136