Greetings! I'm Trix, a multi-creative philosopher and occultist who made this channel for sharing my creativity, thoughts, and my journey with the world. I also make vlogs in the personal growth/philosophy/creativity fields, solo short films, and music videos.

I also do visual art; digital illustration, 3D sculpting, animation, web coding... but also traditional art like art journaling, drawing, and creative planning...

I made this channel to make my voice heard. Maybe for those who find it and need to hear what I have to say.

I also wish to educate people about living with disabilities and trauma since I'm myself autistic and also live with C-PTSD (complex post-traumatic stress disorder), DID (dissociative identity disorder/dissociative syndrome), and Rheumatoid Arthritis.

I create all videos myself as a solo filmmaker - from music to filming, effects & editing!

My channel was initially called "Madame Ravenly" but I changed the channel name to "Trix Joyce" in May 2023.

/Trix.


Trix Joyce

What I'm working on at the moment..? A January vlog, a gaming video and an episode of season 2 of the "Late To Bloom" podcast! And a few other projects for this channel... And also a brand new gaming channel will launch along with the next gaming video! Taadaaa! Or something... Although I'm ill again, I have a sore throat and feeling quite icky.... It's probably because I went to a huge 50 years celebration of a relative to my partner, and I have an immunocompromised condition. Oh well, besides that is everything good at least! Well above average. Although my depression is back, I think... So taking it kinda slow and easy. Just wanted to update you.

Until my next video, take care, and be safe!

xoxo
Trix.

16 hours ago | [YT] | 0

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I am in the end a solo filmmaker so I have changed my mind about cinematic vlogs again! I will still be filming them! I realized that just voiceovers and sitting down kind of videos doesn’t always spark my creativity. I will continue to film vlogs but I will explore different styles like silent vlogs/minimal speaking, vlogs more focused on my art journey as a disabled comic artist and illustrator… short films, more music videos and short documentaries are something I really want to do this year as well! Learn more about! To animate videos, sequences and just small things here and there and make my own video effects are very much things I want to explore more as well… Ultimately, I want to challenge my creativity and experiment more with my video creation.

Maybe podcasts, gaming videos and such are ”easier” to make and I will do that as well, but I always feel in a creative mood when my video editing gets a little bit more innovative and creative than just editing a sit down video or similar…

Well, well. We have to wait and see what happens. Meanwhile, here is a several years old photo of me having very fun time but I can’t remember what was so funny 😆
And a little bit stimming with my hands as well haha!

x

2 weeks ago | [YT] | 6

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New video out at 7:00PM CET (Stockholm, Sweden) time today! All about my journals for 2026.

3 weeks ago (edited) | [YT] | 1

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MERRY CHRISTMAS! And a lil' update!
I've taken a little break from my longer YouTube videos, without saying anything, but I will soon be back! May 2026 be a year of more inspiration and a desire to film videos! Not that I don't desire to film, but I just prioritized other things this year. I also had a lot of health problems this year which is now slowly becoming better...

I really want to post more cozy gaming with opinions about different topics, my podcast, more art and drawing videos and so on. I'm also thinking on how to incorporate more occultism into my videos in a good way, since that's the kind of videos I started out with on this channel and I want to continue doing those. At the same time I do recognize that I've floated away from that content a little bit... So I will see how that goes! Maybe I could do more chatty videos and podcasts about spirituality and occultism... If you have any ideas for content, don't hesitate to tell me :)

Cinematic vlogs will probably be a lot less of next year, since I don't have time filming them as life is right now. I'm just in a season of life where I do other things. Don't saying I will stop, but also asking not to expect them too much haha! Those videos are also the most time consuming to make, and I feel like they get the least recognition so it's ultimately not really worth it to me...

Lastly, I want to thank you for staying here even after my "I quit" video, because I have returned! And now as a stronger creator than ever, even if I have posted sporadically lately. There will probably be one or two more videos out this year, but if not, see you next year! I try to not have a too strict schedule due to burnout!

x

Trix.

1 month ago | [YT] | 5

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Still can't believe I won this award by ‪@CentreofExcellenceCourses‬ called the "Inspiration Award"! I didn't think my story was that interesting... But then I realized that it is actually VERY inspiring to go from a survivor of abuse/trauma AND educational neglect - because of the lack of disability support - to an independent distance learner who THRIVES in their field(s)! In my case, it's philosophy, religious studies, and psychology-related topics. I have survived a lot that life has thrown at me. From childhood trauma and every kind of abuse imaginable to ableism because of my disabilities, and adulthood misfortunes like getting RA (rheumatoid arthritis) at only 27 years old... And therefore becoming even more disabled! But nonetheless, I'm a lifelong learner, and I will always study and research and write original philosophy! Thank you SO MUCH again, ‪@CentreofExcellenceCourses‬ for awarding me this beautiful trophy and certificate! Yay me! 🏆💖 #centreofexcellence #actuallyautistic

1 month ago | [YT] | 3

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I’m busy being in love, but have a video planned that I really want to record today while my darling is at work! Also, here is a drawing of the two best and most adorable sweethearts in the world. I drew it because they’re so cute 🥰

1 month ago | [YT] | 4

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NEWSLETTER ANNOUNCEMENT
Yeah, I know, I know, I always start new things and then something happens and I abandon them either voluntarily or involuntarily. ALL my newsletters have for some reason ended because of technical issues. I have used several services. Some have been too expensive as well and I couldn't keep up with it because of financial problems... Now I think I might want to try again and I cross my fingers this will work for once! I'm starting from scratch with a new mailing list as well, because I really want to start this the right way... So if you used to be part of my mailing list, you need to sign up down below again!

If you want to get letters from me in your inbox, please sign up below. Spots ARE limited so I only accept active accounts and you will need to confirm your supscription. My newsletter is of course free and you can always unsubscribe if you change your mind later. It's an editorial newsletter, so it's not meant to sell you a bunch of things, it's more for creative writing, articles and news about my online presence.

buttondown.com/trixjoyce

By the way, I've also a blog in case you didn't know: trixnotes.com/

Much love,
Trix.

1 month ago | [YT] | 1

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Releasing a new EP on my birthday on November 24th, 2025. These songs are quite different from the ones where I'm singing... But I wanted to release an EP with mostly piano and piano-based tunes! All the songs are, as usual, composed, written and produced by me. 

Available here: trixjoyce.hearnow.com/

I'm in the working on getting more music out on this channel. Alongside other projects! Going back to my roots with music on YouTube (my first ever, although now deleted, YouTube channel was only about music and I barely spoke at all, it was only me playing different instruments).

Music vlogs would be so fun to make next year or something! Videos where I show you all the behind-the-scenes of my music production.

Of course I will post other content as well, besides music, but what I say is that music will be a much bigger part of the channel from now on. This is because it's such a big part of my life! If you didn't know, I used to play both viola and piano in church and I also played on other places before! Maybe I'll put a little compilation of such performances up here in the near future!

Anyway!

Now I will continue to work with some secret projects.

Much love,
Trix!

2 months ago (edited) | [YT] | 2

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I just wanted to share that I'm working on so many things behind the scenes right now, even if it seems slow in production on the channel! I've just recently got yet another diagnosis (yes, another one, gotta catch 'em all!), this time it is PCOS (IT'S TOO MUCH BLOOD GAAAH), and I also have, as expected in cold Sweden, a big bad moment with my chronic bone/joint condition in my legs. Oh! And my breathing is out of its mind, and I sound like a goblin when I sleep... Fun. So I'm put on even more medication!

I'm currently working on the following - because at least doing things makes me feel like I can think of something else, and that's good in this situation:
* Working on comics and merch designs. The comics are mostly about DID and living with it as a result of trauma.
* Recording an episode of the "Late to Bloom" podcast where I talk about the new PCOS diagnosis
* Filming regular videos, but can't really tell about the topics yet, just know I have a lot!
* Filming shorts and even long-format videos about coding and the indie web, because yes, I've joined the old school way of doing websites now, and it's fun, and I will talk more about it! AND doing a tour of my indie websites! This is just as back when I was a kid and made my old websites! So nostalgic! I can decide if I should do like a coding vlog or wait until it's done and just give you a tour?!
* And if all of this weren't enough, I'm also in the process of starting up a new project called "The Trixability Project," which is all about sharing our neurodivergent, chronic illness, and disabled stories. Because sharing lifts things up to the general public that need to be discovered more. Sharing is the very first step to making change and acceptance! More about that later.

So yes, there is truly a lot on my mind now and I wanted to share it <3

Also, the picture showing "Trixaria", which is one of my old school websites.

2 months ago | [YT] | 3

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**INFORMATION FOR MEMBERS OF MY OLD SITES!**
Just wanted to say that if you have registered on any of my old membership sites, you're NOT moved into my new site, so you have to register again! That's because I need informed consent and to know you really want to be there! I chose not to move over the members (not even to the free basic tier) since I want you all to choose it for yourself! Just realized, I haven't informed you!

To register, please go to this link: trixjoyce.com/supporters/sign_in


I hope you want to join me, and I'm sorry for the slight confusion!

Also, I have new merch!

xx

Trix.

2 months ago | [YT] | 2