Kristian's Gaming VODs

This is the gaming channel of Kristian Kaizen. I may stream or record some games from time to time, and the VODs will be available on this channel for your viewing pleasure!


Kristian's Gaming VODs

Well… something not so cool happened. My PC bricked. I’ve got one of the unstable intel 14th gen processors that finally gave me the digital finger. I can’t so much as get into Windows.

So that being said, I may go dark for a while as I go through the process of getting my processor replaced. I’m still here, not going anywhere! Just gotta get my baby fixed.

And in the meantime I’ll just twiddle my thumbs trying to figure out what to do with my hands like I’m Ricky Bobby…

I’ll talk to y’all soon. Peace and God bless!

1 month ago | [YT] | 16

Kristian's Gaming VODs

To everyone still here, thank you for sticking with me as I take the time to figure out what kind of creator I want to be.

I'm still working through things, trying stuff out, but I just wanted to let you guys know how much I appreciate you.

More content is on the horizon, and sorry in advance for the constant change in content format!

Hope you guys have a great day!

I'll see you in the next video,
Peace and God bless!

5 months ago | [YT] | 25

Kristian's Gaming VODs

This comment got to me. I debated for a very long time whether I was going to keep the old content on the channel after the rebrand and decided that because the algorithm would get “confused” that I would unlist all my old content.

I felt like shit after doing it. And still feel like shit now.

I chose the algorithm over my own community. That’s just a fact. And I feel terrible about it.

Admittedly, I’ve been pretty hands off content creation for the last week (I scheduled some content beforehand), so I’ve been away just thinking. After reading this comment that rings very true, I knew I had to address this.

I’m sorry.

I don’t want this to be some ridiculous YouTuber apology.

I fucked up. And I’m sorry. It’s all on me, and I’m the only one to blame.

The more time I took to step back and ask myself what kind of person I want to be in life and online, the more I’ve come to realize over this past week that the decision to rebrand the way I did, completely removing access to my past content, was a really bad move. It goes against the principles I set for myself as a creator.

I’ve made public all my playlists for all my gaming playthroughs and livestreams, even my first ones ever made. Damn they make me cringe beyond belief 😅

I know the damage is done. And I don’t expect any kind words or consolations. I don’t deserve it anyway.

Just know that I’m trying to be the best content creator I can possibly be, and I want to give you guys value in the best ways that I feel called to give.

I completely understand if you don’t want to stick with me on this journey. But just know that I still want you here. That will never change.

I love you guys. I appreciate all of you that are still here.

Let’s get better together,

Peace and God bless.
Kristian Konneck

6 months ago | [YT] | 19