Random rant time feel free to read if you want idrc I don't have anyone to really vent to so I'll just do it here...
I'm gonna be honest... yes I'm back but I don't think I'm gonna make much countryball stuff atm I can barely scraped the energy to get outta bed this morning and the last few days have been like that...
I just... feel like something is missing... something that never made it out the other side of that mental breakdown and with how poor a state my irl life is rn simply getting up and eating is a challenge.
I don't have the motivation to make arts I'm sorry... I'm hoping I feel a little better before 1K because I wanna try making something but I dunno how likely that's gonna be.
I'm still recovering and I know that but honestly as heartbreaking as it is as long as I'm still associating with the countryballs community and people connected to a certain person I don't think I'm ever gonna be fully recovered... I don't wanna quit because countryballs has been a passion of mine for over a decade but it just feels different now...
I just wish I had time to talk things out with him before he freaked out and left... that morning keeps playing in my head it's gonna drive me insane I swear, what i could've done differently if i had just shut up and did not let my depression cause me to slip up...
I wanna move on... but I just feel stuck... both irl and online and next year is seemingly just gonna get worse for me irl... I just feel like a broken record at this point...
Okay unpopular opinion but for plot wise V should've stayed dead in ep7... I know I know... but like her return in ep8 seems so outta the blue... like there wasn't any insinuation she had a chance to live...
But nonetheless I'm still happy she lived So here she is below
Acelandball & JP-Ball
Finally got youtube to stop recommending bigtys posts to me finally...
So that's it tbh... it's like he wasn't ever there now...
Anyways here's a murder drones post. These two up to there usual shenanigans lol
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Acelandball & JP-Ball
Hey guys here's today's murder drones post
Uhh just Uzi that's all... ^^"
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Acelandball & JP-Ball
Random rant time feel free to read if you want idrc I don't have anyone to really vent to so I'll just do it here...
I'm gonna be honest... yes I'm back but I don't think I'm gonna make much countryball stuff atm I can barely scraped the energy to get outta bed this morning and the last few days have been like that...
I just... feel like something is missing... something that never made it out the other side of that mental breakdown and with how poor a state my irl life is rn simply getting up and eating is a challenge.
I don't have the motivation to make arts I'm sorry... I'm hoping I feel a little better before 1K because I wanna try making something but I dunno how likely that's gonna be.
I'm still recovering and I know that but honestly as heartbreaking as it is as long as I'm still associating with the countryballs community and people connected to a certain person I don't think I'm ever gonna be fully recovered...
I don't wanna quit because countryballs has been a passion of mine for over a decade but it just feels different now...
I just wish I had time to talk things out with him before he freaked out and left... that morning keeps playing in my head it's gonna drive me insane I swear, what i could've done differently if i had just shut up and did not let my depression cause me to slip up...
I wanna move on... but I just feel stuck... both irl and online and next year is seemingly just gonna get worse for me irl...
I just feel like a broken record at this point...
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Acelandball & JP-Ball
Hey guys here's today's MD post
Okay unpopular opinion but for plot wise V should've stayed dead in ep7... I know I know... but like her return in ep8 seems so outta the blue... like there wasn't any insinuation she had a chance to live...
But nonetheless I'm still happy she lived
So here she is below
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Acelandball & JP-Ball
youtube.com/shorts/U2fEtBHW6F...
A window into the Atomic Groups of 2023-2024
(Somehow with just as much conflict...)
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Acelandball & JP-Ball
So... I had the idea of doing an "Ask the OCs" thing
I dunno what about specifically but so i guess it could be anything
Ocs I'd possibly include
- Acres (Me Specifically)
- Aceland
- Helium
- Venera
- New Zealand
- Australia
- Antarctica
- Maybe Soviet or Imperial Aceland idk...
So I guess if anyone's got questions for them comment them and I'll see how we go ^^""
Have a bonus N & V art in the meantime
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Acelandball & JP-Ball
Hey guys I'm back
Here's today's murder drones post with J and N
Also as a bonus what's your best "Cyn once said" Line from Murder drones?
Enjoy
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Acelandball & JP-Ball
Tomorrow...
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Acelandball & JP-Ball
Soon.....
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Acelandball & JP-Ball
Should Aceland Return?
if yes should it be fully as a CB Youtuber or just revive the murder drones posts
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