I've finished the haul video... it's almost 20 minutes long! I've sent it in for approval and then you guys can finally enjoy!
I'm sorry it took so much longer than I promised... Having a full-time job took up even more of my energy than I expected it to, and now that the gig is over I feel kind of empty inside. I kinda feel like I’m right back at square one again…
But I'll put that leftover energy into making videos! I know I haven't been uploading much lately... I wanna change that. I'm working on another video I think you guys will love - me dancing to Internet Overdose in the kAngel dress! I suck at dancing and it's gonna take a while for me to learn but it's coming!
So, yeah... I hope you guys can see that I'm trying my best, and I hope you're all well.
Guys, I need you all to hold me to something - I cannot EVER be rich.
One thing I absolutely HATE, is when people get wealthy and all they do with the money is hoard it, spoil their kids, or buy vacation homes. They pretend to care about the disadvantaged but do absolutely nothing to help them, even though they’re the only ones who can.
If I ever become wealthy somehow, I want to start a foundation for research, programs, and financial aid for people on the schizo-spectrum (including people with schizotypal personality disorder and people with strong schizotypal traits, which lack support). Advocacy to speak up for what I believe to be a criminally-underrecognized form of neurodivergence.
My channel, from the very start, has been, at its core, a schizo-spectrum rights advocacy channel. This cause is my passion in life. But mere advocacy is not enough. We need ACTION.
People on the schizo-spectrum suffer disproportionately with poverty, homelessness, addiction, and abuse, particularily in the medical system. It’s disgusting how both individuals and the system treat us, and I believe social factors to play a big role in the poor prognosis of schizotypal people.
I never want to be rich. Once I have enough money to afford a house and some leftover for luxuries like clothes and travel, after that, I want all my money to go to the cause. Below is an icon of what I think could be a good icon for the schizo-rights movement. It represents thought disorder to me, a core facet of schizotypal thought patterns.
I don't care if I am coming off as over-zealous or woke. Everyone needs a dragon to slay in life - be it a personal issue, an intellectual problem, or a social cause. Well, I've found my dragon. And I'm going to try my damn hardest to help slay it.
"It is easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle, than for a rich man to enter into the kingdom of God."
I like that I have a job, but boy is it tiring! Well, at least it really makes me appreciate my weekends.
Anyways, I received a package today~!
Please be patient with me - I’ll try my best to pump out the haul video by the end of the weekend, but I do have some other obligations now (like another date for example… yay!!!). So, please forgive me if it takes a little longer. I am so thrilled with the cute clothes and I’m sure you guys will be too.
So, see you guys in the next video and I wish you all a fantastic weekend!
Hey guys! I’m gonna be working 40 hours a week this month, so apologies if my video output is slow. But, I’m so grateful to have the opportunity to work again. It’s no good doing nothing.
Also, I have a bit of a sad announcement to make - Pudding is no longer living with me. A few months ago I noticed that he was lonely without his brother, Mochi, so I immediately returned him to live with my friend and Mochi. No worries, I visit often and he’s so happy playing with his brother.
At the end of the day, having a pet is a responsibility. I couldn’t keep him knowing he was lonely on his own. He’s a social cat - he needs the company of another cat, regardless of how much I love him.
I got promoted today… also celebrating two months smoke-free.
Life is good :)
If I had succeeded in my attempt back in November, I wouldn’t be able to experience any of this. Just the thought that my life could’ve ended there makes me want to cry - I’m so happy now. And if I hadn’t woken up after I passed out, if God hadn’t given me another chance, I never would’ve gotten to experience any of this.
So, to anyone struggling out there, HOLD ON. Nothing is forever <3
CyberYamu
I may be cringe but at least I am free
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Shoutout to @rainyshortcake for this gorgeous fanart!!!
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Hey guys!
I've finished the haul video... it's almost 20 minutes long! I've sent it in for approval and then you guys can finally enjoy!
I'm sorry it took so much longer than I promised... Having a full-time job took up even more of my energy than I expected it to, and now that the gig is over I feel kind of empty inside. I kinda feel like I’m right back at square one again…
But I'll put that leftover energy into making videos! I know I haven't been uploading much lately... I wanna change that. I'm working on another video I think you guys will love - me dancing to Internet Overdose in the kAngel dress! I suck at dancing and it's gonna take a while for me to learn but it's coming!
So, yeah... I hope you guys can see that I'm trying my best, and I hope you're all well.
See you all in the next video ;P
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Thank you so much @SchizoCyberYamuEdits for this beautiful and touching edit. I appreciate you guys so much <3
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Happy 20th birthday to me~!!!
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Guys, I need you all to hold me to something - I cannot EVER be rich.
One thing I absolutely HATE, is when people get wealthy and all they do with the money is hoard it, spoil their kids, or buy vacation homes. They pretend to care about the disadvantaged but do absolutely nothing to help them, even though they’re the only ones who can.
If I ever become wealthy somehow, I want to start a foundation for research, programs, and financial aid for people on the schizo-spectrum (including people with schizotypal personality disorder and people with strong schizotypal traits, which lack support). Advocacy to speak up for what I believe to be a criminally-underrecognized form of neurodivergence.
My channel, from the very start, has been, at its core, a schizo-spectrum rights advocacy channel. This cause is my passion in life. But mere advocacy is not enough. We need ACTION.
People on the schizo-spectrum suffer disproportionately with poverty, homelessness, addiction, and abuse, particularily in the medical system. It’s disgusting how both individuals and the system treat us, and I believe social factors to play a big role in the poor prognosis of schizotypal people.
I never want to be rich. Once I have enough money to afford a house and some leftover for luxuries like clothes and travel, after that, I want all my money to go to the cause. Below is an icon of what I think could be a good icon for the schizo-rights movement. It represents thought disorder to me, a core facet of schizotypal thought patterns.
I don't care if I am coming off as over-zealous or woke. Everyone needs a dragon to slay in life - be it a personal issue, an intellectual problem, or a social cause. Well, I've found my dragon. And I'm going to try my damn hardest to help slay it.
"It is easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle, than for a rich man to enter into the kingdom of God."
(Mark 10:25)
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Phew… finally the weekend…
I like that I have a job, but boy is it tiring! Well, at least it really makes me appreciate my weekends.
Anyways, I received a package today~!
Please be patient with me - I’ll try my best to pump out the haul video by the end of the weekend, but I do have some other obligations now (like another date for example… yay!!!). So, please forgive me if it takes a little longer. I am so thrilled with the cute clothes and I’m sure you guys will be too.
So, see you guys in the next video and I wish you all a fantastic weekend!
Error 404 <3
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Hey guys! I’m gonna be working 40 hours a week this month, so apologies if my video output is slow. But, I’m so grateful to have the opportunity to work again. It’s no good doing nothing.
Also, I have a bit of a sad announcement to make - Pudding is no longer living with me. A few months ago I noticed that he was lonely without his brother, Mochi, so I immediately returned him to live with my friend and Mochi. No worries, I visit often and he’s so happy playing with his brother.
At the end of the day, having a pet is a responsibility. I couldn’t keep him knowing he was lonely on his own. He’s a social cat - he needs the company of another cat, regardless of how much I love him.
Anyways, that’s all. Error 404 <3
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I lowkey think I cooked with this
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I got promoted today… also celebrating two months smoke-free.
Life is good :)
If I had succeeded in my attempt back in November, I wouldn’t be able to experience any of this. Just the thought that my life could’ve ended there makes me want to cry - I’m so happy now. And if I hadn’t woken up after I passed out, if God hadn’t given me another chance, I never would’ve gotten to experience any of this.
So, to anyone struggling out there, HOLD ON. Nothing is forever <3
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