The Mr Ryan and Cosmic Archive

This is an archive of Mr Ryan's/Cosmic's videos from 2020 - 2024. I do not support his actions in any way, I am just simply archiving his videos. Contact me if you want any of the videos removed.

Mr Ryan's/Cosmic's channel closed on July 20, 2024, around 4:00 PM MT.

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In 24 hours, this channel will be DELETED.

This is no joke or an attention grab. I'll be deleting the channel tomorrow. I'm making this community post to share my final thoughts and reasoning.

It's no secret this channel has been controversial over the last two years. The hacking really did ruin everything for me. It led me down a dark and depressing path. However, being distanced from the Thomas community has been the best thing to ever happen to me. I've grown so much, met all my best friends, formed new relationships, about to go off to university, discovered new dreams and passions, and just had fun doing things I wouldn’t have even dreamed of a few years ago. Being wrapped up in the Thomas community was a pure delusion. For the first time in a long time, I’m so fucking happy with life, and I’m not letting this part of my life drag me down any more. Hence, it’s being deleted to remove any temptation to resort back to it.

But Cosmic/Mr. Ryan/Scammer, you beautiful specimen, what about the Kickstarter? Great question, my single friend. They aren't happening. Wow, shocker. The bigger shocker to you all is that scripts WERE complete and 80% of the models, sets, and equipment WERE ready. Filming was meant to start this month. Cancelled. However, I will not be showing any of them off. This may raise conspiracies about their existence, but I'd rather their truth be doubted than have my ideas and concepts stolen and repurposed. I was so proud of them but will be letting them go. Tomorrow, I’ll burn them, scripts, models etc, a true end to an era. I probably would have completed them if it weren’t for the messages, emails, and threats I received that tarnished any excitement and fun I had. It became a chore and were being made to prove a statement rather than a passion project. That is not true film making.

The hypocrisy of this community is disgusting and very two-faced. You would clap and cheer if someone made you entertainment, but as soon as the majority turns against a user, it's "I never liked them anyway" or "Their work was always pretty mid anyway," despite praising them consistently in the past. As soon as you struggle to find relevancy or fame in the community, you instantly resort to being the fandom police, basing your entire account around trying to be the moral compass of the community, or offering fake cheers to users you'll easily turn against. Funny how the most talented and real users in the community are also the biggest users and don’t use Twitter, are inactive, or have left. They know.

I joined the community at age 12, six years ago. I grew more successful than I should have at such a young age and yet was expected to be a role model for people twice my age. My overly ambitious, inexperienced self, barely 16, made a Kickstarter asking for £2000. You gave me that responsibility on a platform that wasn't guaranteed, non-refundable, to a literal kid. I've made many mistakes, I take much of the fault, and despite not being fixable, I have learned deeply. HOWEVER, if you're donating to a kid to make four full movies, don’t be surprised if they don’t happen. Now that I’m older, I see the recklessness from both sides of the party but I'm grateful for all those that did belive in me. That's not me shifting blame, but let my name and reputation be a mark in the community—to not only get better with your money but also not to get overly ambitious. Don’t end up like me. Learn from what I have done on both ends of the situation. Always said ambition would be my downfall.

I can’t lie; the part that bugged me the most during my controversy was being called a 'scammer.' Very inaccurate. A scammer would suggest I made the Kickstarter to run away with the money. I did not. I made that with the full intention and ambition to fulfill my oath. I did for many months until the downfall happened. I wouldn’t have made an entire movie 2 years ago and continued content if that was my intention. Why would I ditch my channel and steal £2000 if I could make that in a few months by uploading content? Me being a scammer made no sense whatsoever financially. Despite actually using the money on props that sit beside me right now while writing this, I did not fulfill my oath. That makes me 'unreliable,' not a 'scammer.' To all those capitalizing on my demise, make sure to change your thumbnails to that. Thanks <3. Also, if you’re gonna contact me or hate me, at least get your info right. It was not £10,000 on GoFundMe; it was £2000 on Kickstarter. Hardcore Chinese whisper mode.

Again, I do take responsibility for a lot of this , but some of the actions and consequences were out of my hands. The catalyst to the downfall was out of my hand. People normalizing conspiracies about a situation they don’t understand or have researched was undoubtedly going to make me bitter and passive-aggressive. It clouded my judgment on my decisions, but a massive thank you to all my friends in the community who instantly turned on me without even contacting me or reaching out in any shape or form. "Never liked him anyway." Topics in this post are really coming full circle now, huh?

My content this last year since my rebrand was made to optimize views and money. These past eight months have been the worst. I did start with original concepts and ideas, but none of them performed well, only the sludge that kept on flowing, so I focused on that. Content was made for money that went into helping with all the film's oath. That’s not the only source of money I used for the Kickstarter projects. I even used up all my savings for uni on them. Only myself to blame. Now I’m pretty screwed. I was genuinely committed and was willing to put everything on the line. Another reason why I need to leave is to stop all temptation into continuing this impossible situation.

Quite frankly, Thomas content is dying. The other big users know it too. Trust me. Expect all your favorite Thomas YouTubers to start adding more crashes and spectacle into their thumbnails and video topics. It works. Numbers, colors, crashes, and chases—that's the future of Thomas content, not original stories. Just everlasting overviews of the Thomas franchise, recycling the same concepts but slightly better each time. How much Thomas content are you watching now? Is it the same few users? Dead. The only users I’ve seen grow from nothing to popular these last few years are those who focus on controversy, negativity, and satirical criticism.

My passion for Thomas is dead as a dodo as well. Growing up is realizing most of Thomas is complete hot garbage. Once you let go of that nostalgia, that comfort zone, the franchise is not much at all. It’s only so popular by the community for the potential it has rather than what it actually delivered. Be honest with yourself right now. Take being in the Thomas community out of your life, and what do you have going for you? If you have no life, friends, entertainment, purpose, or future outside of it, you should seriously reconsider your life. The community WAS all I had, but now I have an actual REAL life. I used to chase something more, to be different, the big life, but it was only ever an impossible delusion. Once I grounded myself and my dreams and focused on real, honest things, life got so much better. It was so scary but helped build up who I am. If you're trapped in the community and feel unfulfilled, I promise it’ll be tough to get out and you’ll feel empty and inexperienced with life for a little while. But once you learn to say fuck it and just do it, you'll see progress. The community is talented; don't waste it hiding away in your bedroom, trying your hardest to be relevant.

For those wondering what's to become of me after the deletion, I’m now off to university to study Film Production. Got a lot planned ahead, and wimping around this channel isn't part of the plan. I would like to give a MASSIVE thank you to all those who did support and believe in me through these past six years. I was a young child, now an adult. I failed some, and I’m sorry, but it’ll be a mark to be learned from. Another MASSIVE thank you to all my friends who have supported me this past year. I know some of you are reading this. I wouldn’t be here without you all. Couldn’t ask for any better people to be around, and thank you for literally everything. I now rest in peace. This channel will soon be gone, far into the...Cosmic.

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Hello everyone! Apologies for lack of content. Got a new video coming out soon about a topic nobody has really covered before. I also hope to start releasing weekly videos again. 🎨🛠️📚📏🔍

Spent the last few months finishing production on a BIG project, now moving into post-production. I'll share more soon! 🤫💚🔥🤎

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Hope you had a wonderful Christmas and I wish you all a Happy New Year! 🎉

New Video coming soon!

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After weeks of research, tons of rewrites, re-editing, making 5 different thumbnails, I have FINALLY put together Who's The Strongest Character. Never have I ever worked on such a chaotic video.

Should be released soon! 👀🫵

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Happy Halloween Everyone! 🎃👻

New SPOOKY Halloween video out tomorrow! Sorry for it being a day late, wanted to make sure it's the best it can be!