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| HAPPY 2 ANNIVERSARY TO THIS CHANNEL|


sometimes I look back… and I can still feel it.
I still remember the day I uploaded my very first video.
It wasn’t planned.
No editing.
No expectations.
Just… me, posting something I loved.

And then the next day… it had 2.1k views.

I remember staring at the screen, refreshing again and again, just to make sure it was real. My heart was beating so fast. I was so happy that day I was literally over the sky. I ran around my house showing everyone like, “LOOK! LOOK AT THIS!!”
That happiness was something so pure, so real.

After that… I kept going.
I uploaded every single day.
Some days were easy.
Some days were so tiring.
And getting to 1k subscribers felt like climbing a mountain. I struggled. I questioned myself. But I never gave up because something in my heart told me to keep going.

And then one day… one of my videos went viral.
Suddenly, I didn’t just hit 1k I reached 11k subscribers. I can still remember the exact feeling in my chest. It was warm… exciting… unforgettable.

2 years ago… that was the best phase of my YouTube journey.
Always active on community.
Talking with my friends.
Laughing, sharing, fangirling, staying up whole nights making videos even when I was tired.
But I never complained.
Because it was fun.
It felt like home.

Sometimes I catch myself thinking about those moments and it makes me smile. Those late-night conversations, the excitement when a video did well, the comments, the support, the inside jokes… I’m grateful I lived that. I’m grateful I felt that joy.

Slowly, people started leaving…
and it hurt a little.
Because those memories were so precious to me.
But I didn’t leave.
Because this channel is not just a channel.
It is my diary.
My safe place.
My journey.
My youth.
My love for Seventeen.
My hardworking nights.
My happiest moments.

This channel has pieces of me in it.

And because of this channel, I met people I never expected to meet.
Especially Lazza Edits and‪@Liz_fixonn‬
They aren’t just viewers.
They became like big sisters to me.
They understood me.
They were there for me.
They supported me even when life was busy for them too.

Sometimes I think…
If I never made this channel, I wouldn’t have met these people who I genuinely love and appreciate. The real ones. The ones who stayed. The ones who made me feel seen.

And for that… I am forever grateful.

To everyone who is still here…
To everyone who supports me quietly or loudly…
To everyone who watches, likes, comments, or simply remembers me…

Thank you.
Thank you for being part of this journey.
Thank you for giving me memories I will hold close forever.

This isn’t just my channel.

This is our story.

And it’s still going.
We’re still here.
Together.
No matter how slow, no matter how we’re still growing. 💖

Here’s to another year… and more memories we will create together.
Thank you for 2 years. ✨

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|DAY 5| Random things I wanna say but have no one to say them to

My trip is on October 25th, and I’m honestly so excited. This time we’re allowed to bring our phone, which makes it even more fun. I’ve been looking forward to it for weeks now, planning what to wear and what to pack. I even thought about making a vlog, but then I realized I’d rather just enjoy the trip without worrying about recording everything. Sometimes it’s better to just be in the moment instead of holding a phone the whole time. Still, I’ll definitely take some photos and share them later because I already know it’s going to be amazing.

These days, I’ve had a lot of free time, and I’ve been spending it mostly watching Going Seventeen and some K-dramas. About two weeks ago, I finished Weak Hero and honestly, it was incredible. It’s one of the best dramas I’ve ever seen the acting, the story, everything just clicked perfectly. I’m still thinking about some of the scenes even now. After that, I decided to rewatch All of Us Are Dead since I forgot most of what happened, and the new season is coming soon. I wanted to refresh my memory so I can enjoy it properly when it releases.

I also started watching Alice in Borderland season 3. It was good overall, but I didn’t like the logic behind Arisu’s wife going back again it didn’t really make sense. Still, it kept me hooked, and I can’t deny that the show is well-made. Then just yesterday, I watched Mantis on Netflix. It was really good too, and I’d rate it pretty high, maybe an 8.9 out of 10. The only thing that annoyed me was the female lead’s character. She’s one of my favorite actresses, but her role in this one just made me mad. The way she betrayed the person who genuinely cared for her was so frustrating to watch. I kept thinking, “Why would she do that?” But overall, it was still an enjoyable movie.

Besides all that, I started sketching again recently. It’s been a while since I picked up my sketchbook, but it feels nice to get back into it. I forgot how relaxing it is it just clears my mind for a while. I’ve been thinking about posting some of my sketches online, but I’m still deciding. Maybe soon.

So yeah, that’s pretty much how my days have been lately a mix of excitement for the trip, random shows, a few movies, and some peaceful sketching time. It’s nothing too special, but it feels nice to have quiet, calm days before things get busy again

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DAILY REMINDER TO VOTE FOR SEVENTEEN AND HOWOO ON MNET APP!

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CARATS VOTE FOR SEVENTEEN IN MNETTT!!!!!

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My ex-friend, who I stopped talking to because of her toxic behavior, really went out of her way to search up my YouTube channel and leave hate comments under almost every post. Like, girl, that’s some serious dedication I should probably thank her for the engagement. Honestly, I can’t even be mad, it’s just funny at this point. 💀✋🏻

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Which Seventeen MV do you never get tired of watching?

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Happy Birthday, Jeonghan 😇
Even though this year feels a little different with you serving in the military, I still wanted to take a moment to celebrate you the person who’s brought so much light, laughter, and warmth into our lives. There’s not a day that passes when Carats don’t think of you or miss your beautiful smile.
You’ve always had this calm yet mischievous energy that makes everyone around you feel alive one moment teasing, the next comforting but always genuine. Even through a screen, your presence feels like sunshine after a long day. That’s how special you are, Jeonghan. 💛
I hope today, even while you’re away, you can feel all the love being sent your way from Carats all over the world. We’re cheering for you, proud of you, and waiting patiently for the day we see you again healthy, happy, and shining brighter than ever.
You’ve given so much comfort to others; now I hope the world gives that same comfort back to you. May your days be peaceful, your heart stay warm, and your journey be safe.
We’ll keep supporting you no matter where you are, and when you come back, we’ll be right here smiling, just like you always taught us to. 💎
Happy Birthday once again, Jeonghan. Thank you for being someone who makes life feel softer, warmer, and a little more beautiful.
From Jane ~

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