a neurodivergent fella
severly depressed so i dont upload much


FanMan

Fanta...

6 days ago | [YT] | 5

FanMan

Aint it kinda funny how the main reason we live is due to the instinct that has been programmed for milions of years if not more into us to keep the circle of life going, i wonder if said instict is the reason we dont want others to die? We want to protect eachother because we were proggamed into wanting to. The organisms who didnt have the will to live died due to natural selection so pretty much all living creatures on earth has the will to live and those who dont have the will to live either die or get helped by someone with the will to live. Life as a whole is meaningless we just cant accept it because we are proggramed not to.

2 weeks ago | [YT] | 12

FanMan

Mb for taking so long on the next vid, i gota talk to like hella people abt stuff so i havnt had much time to play deep. But i do have a new build so hopefully i can get some good content on it! And i hope all yall have an amazing day!!!

2 weeks ago | [YT] | 7

FanMan

Mb for before i get really talkitive whenever i get emotional. The stuff got handle so im doing ok rn.

3 weeks ago | [YT] | 11

FanMan

I dont know who i am. Why can my brain think without me knowing the thoughts. Im the one whos suppoce to think so why cant i see my thoughts. Is it really my thoughts. Am i really the one whos suppoce to think. Who am i and why am i here.

3 weeks ago | [YT] | 7

FanMan

Why do i get insulted for feeling emotions. Its so frustrating. Why am i not allowed to be sad or mad at someone, why am i to blame when i get hurt. It just dosnt make sense. And how can someone who claims to be my friend treat me lie shit cuz i got hurt by him so instead of owning up to it or wtv he justs insults me and keeps telling to stop crying abt it. I want to die.

4 weeks ago | [YT] | 12

FanMan

Man i miss old deep

1 month ago | [YT] | 8

FanMan

Evil gang😈

1 month ago | [YT] | 5

FanMan

hunter x hunter is pretty peak yall should watch it onb

1 month ago | [YT] | 6

FanMan

Why am i so scared to do it if its what i want to do, ive tried it before so why am i having doubts now?

1 month ago | [YT] | 4