Today I will be trying to break ice on a few projects and just generally familiarizing myself to and with the platform.
While I have periodically uploaded in the past, I am trying to get a little more consistent and basically just start to emulate some of the aspects of my favorite creators here on YouTube.
Thanks for all the time you spend watching me flounder while I try to articulate my voice and presentations.
An extra special thank you to those who enjoy my content enough to comment, like and above all Subscribe! Woah.... 😂 ! 😍 ! 😂!
Well today has been crazy cool or whatever! A very nice day i unfortunately slept through most of because I was so exhausted from last weeks back to back appointments, and my insatiable drive to pull myself out of the rut I've been in.
Today's videos are a scrambled set of ideas that vary as much as the weather here in southwest Indiana!
I sincerely hope that everyone had a chance to get out and enjoy the day! Here's to living the best life we can and securing a better future for all!
Welcome to my little space ✨️, and thank you for stopping by and spending a moment of your time with me.
I hope to spark your interest, challenge you with what it means to engage life and make a difference, just by being you, doing what you do, and recognizing the impact your having on the bigger picture, which all adds up to equal our fragile little blue marble rolling around and around in the void. 🌎
My daughter would ask me to play this song. I think of her all the time. This song, when I first heard the chromatics version, made me reconsider my relationship at the time with her mother. I tried to be more, of what I needed from her, and it started a decline we never recovered from. I am broken without them, and I was broken with them as well. Now I'm trying alone, I have the time I need, but no resources I need to utilize it. I am lost, and hurting, but I can't stop trying to figure this out. My life... And how to keep it. I feel pretty empty without them.
How many people have met an intersex person in their lifetime? I am intersex. In my lifetime I have been exposed to a lot of misunderstandings, and preconceived misconceptions. It's difficult for me to try and present myself in public, as to get a job, or public assistance. This venue seems to be one place, along with Quora, where I can express myself, and the things that are important to me and that really my life hangs in the balance, it also allows me to present my capabilities because I have a lot Mechanical Aptitude and potential. I grew up on the street, I had to learn through working jobs different various skilled trades. This is why I know that I can't go out in public and try to get a job, I have pheromones that reek, people smell sex on me and it's the wrong sex according to what they see. I put up with this as long as I could, but I'm too old not in years, but an age my body is too old it doesn't work right anymore because I'm untreated, and I'm hurt. I cannot go out and fight the social stigma anymore even if I didn't have the compounding physical problems they continue to get worse year-by-year day-by-day. This is one of the few places I can ask for help without begging completely, I mean I'm offering something in return, if people like to stare at me, and I know that they do because they do it in real life. In real life day-to-day it bothers me, it makes me feel uncomfortable, I go into shock. This is due to congenital adrenal hyperplasia associated with ehlers-danlos syndrome. I have this disease, it's very rare, I am also intersex. To put the shock factor into perspective for you, I am sitting in this truck that is in one of my videos to talk, I do this because it's the most isolated place on my property where I think people can't hear my voice. Even still I get anxious every time I hear a dog bark or if I see somebody walking by here, for hear somebody talking, a car goes by, anything to distract me from whatever I'm focusing on. It puts me into shock, and it's only because I've been untreated for so long. I had adrenal crisis about 10 years ago due to an injury, a severe injury, working on this truck. I've been to every kind of doctor I can think of, everyone in my Locale, and nobody will help me because I'm too strange and they can accept what I am. Everyone gives me the impression that they understand, like they've heard, like you could be somebody, but it couldn't ever be me. I don't understand it's like people don't think that they would be the ones chosen to deal with this it's an honor holyshit my life is an honor. And it's an honor for me to share it with you.
These are a few Ideas Gpt helped me with conceptualizing. I liked that i could put like a feeling i had, or shadow of an idea, emotion, and the ai would develop a picture based on text input, i only experimented for a few days, but i plan to go back tyo the idea and develop it more with the ... what do you even call all these ai bot things nowadays? anyway? so, i am wondering, which do you like best, and whats it say/ mean to you?
Nikki TripPS
Nikki TripPS
Yellow sky this morning....
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Nikki TripPS
Hello, I hope you all are having a wonderful day!
Today I will be trying to break ice on a few projects and just generally familiarizing myself to and with the platform.
While I have periodically uploaded in the past, I am trying to get a little more consistent and basically just start to emulate some of the aspects of my favorite creators here on YouTube.
Thanks for all the time you spend watching me flounder while I try to articulate my voice and presentations.
An extra special thank you to those who enjoy my content enough to comment, like and above all Subscribe! Woah.... 😂 ! 😍 ! 😂!
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Nikki TripPS
Hi yall!
Well today has been crazy cool or whatever! A very nice day i unfortunately slept through most of because I was so exhausted from last weeks back to back appointments, and my insatiable drive to pull myself out of the rut I've been in.
Today's videos are a scrambled set of ideas that vary as much as the weather here in southwest Indiana!
I sincerely hope that everyone had a chance to get out and enjoy the day! Here's to living the best life we can and securing a better future for all!
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Another day, what can I do today to make tomorrow better!? 🤔
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What's more important?
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Nikki TripPS
Welcome to my little space ✨️, and thank you for stopping by and spending a moment of your time with me.
I hope to spark your interest, challenge you with what it means to engage life and make a difference, just by being you, doing what you do, and recognizing the impact your having on the bigger picture, which all adds up to equal our fragile little blue marble rolling around and around in the void. 🌎
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My daughter would ask me to play this song. I think of her all the time. This song, when I first heard the chromatics version, made me reconsider my relationship at the time with her mother. I tried to be more, of what I needed from her, and it started a decline we never recovered from. I am broken without them, and I was broken with them as well. Now I'm trying alone, I have the time I need, but no resources I need to utilize it. I am lost, and hurting, but I can't stop trying to figure this out. My life... And how to keep it. I feel pretty empty without them.
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Nikki TripPS
Wind is blowing. Change.
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Nikki TripPS
How many people have met an intersex person in their lifetime? I am intersex.
In my lifetime I have been exposed to a lot of misunderstandings, and preconceived misconceptions. It's difficult for me to try and present myself in public, as to get a job, or public assistance. This venue seems to be one place, along with Quora, where I can express myself, and the things that are important to me and that really my life hangs in the balance, it also allows me to present my capabilities because I have a lot Mechanical Aptitude and potential. I grew up on the street, I had to learn through working jobs different various skilled trades. This is why I know that I can't go out in public and try to get a job, I have pheromones that reek, people smell sex on me and it's the wrong sex according to what they see. I put up with this as long as I could, but I'm too old not in years, but an age my body is too old it doesn't work right anymore because I'm untreated, and I'm hurt. I cannot go out and fight the social stigma anymore even if I didn't have the compounding physical problems they continue to get worse year-by-year day-by-day. This is one of the few places I can ask for help without begging completely, I mean I'm offering something in return, if people like to stare at me, and I know that they do because they do it in real life. In real life day-to-day it bothers me, it makes me feel uncomfortable, I go into shock. This is due to congenital adrenal hyperplasia associated with ehlers-danlos syndrome.
I have this disease, it's very rare, I am also intersex. To put the shock factor into perspective for you, I am sitting in this truck that is in one of my videos to talk, I do this because it's the most isolated place on my property where I think people can't hear my voice. Even still I get anxious every time I hear a dog bark or if I see somebody walking by here, for hear somebody talking, a car goes by, anything to distract me from whatever I'm focusing on. It puts me into shock, and it's only because I've been untreated for so long.
I had adrenal crisis about 10 years ago due to an injury, a severe injury, working on this truck. I've been to every kind of doctor I can think of, everyone in my Locale, and nobody will help me because I'm too strange and they can accept what I am. Everyone gives me the impression that they understand, like they've heard, like you could be somebody, but it couldn't ever be me. I don't understand it's like people don't think that they would be the ones chosen to deal with this it's an honor holyshit my life is an honor. And it's an honor for me to share it with you.
2 years ago | [YT] | 1
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Nikki TripPS
These are a few Ideas Gpt helped me with conceptualizing. I liked that i could put like a feeling i had, or shadow of an idea, emotion, and the ai would develop a picture based on text input, i only experimented for a few days, but i plan to go back tyo the idea and develop it more with the ... what do you even call all these ai bot things nowadays? anyway?
so, i am wondering, which do you like best, and whats it say/ mean to you?
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