I’m not sad about the low views, that shit just pissed me off. I put real effort into that video, not some rushed bullshit. Seeing it flop quietly was lowkey disrespectful as hell. No breakdown, no crying just that cold, tight feeling in my chest. It really makes you think about why you’re even doing this shit. Quitting isn’t emotional right now, it’s just sitting in my head. I’m not about to fake motivation and act like numbers don’t matter, because they obviously fucking do. At the same time, I didn’t start YouTube just to be owned by an algorithm either. This whole situation is pmo in a quiet way, like it’s daring me to quit. Part of me wants to disappear just to prove I don’t need any of this. I’m not making a dramatic exit though. I’m just deciding if this is still worth my energy or if I’m done wasting it on bullshit.
Y'all tysm for this how did I get 17+ subs and 200+ likes with getting 1000+ views in the last 48 hours like I am so grateful and btw our main by the end of this year is 100 subs (that's kinda hard tbh 👶)
OPPY
I’m not sad about the low views, that shit just pissed me off.
I put real effort into that video, not some rushed bullshit.
Seeing it flop quietly was lowkey disrespectful as hell.
No breakdown, no crying just that cold, tight feeling in my chest.
It really makes you think about why you’re even doing this shit.
Quitting isn’t emotional right now, it’s just sitting in my head.
I’m not about to fake motivation and act like numbers don’t matter, because they obviously fucking do. At the same time, I didn’t start YouTube just to be owned by an algorithm either. This whole situation is pmo in a quiet way, like it’s daring me to quit. Part of me wants to disappear just to prove I don’t need any of this. I’m not making a dramatic exit though. I’m just deciding if this is still worth my energy or if I’m done wasting it on bullshit.
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Y'all tysm for this how did I get 17+ subs and 200+ likes with getting 1000+ views in the last 48 hours like I am so grateful and btw our main by the end of this year is 100 subs (that's kinda hard tbh 👶)
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Bad edit incoming!!!
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Which is more difficult to climb?
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Next edit :)
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Hey guys my first edits out please subscribe if u want to it will be really really appreciated 🙏
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