hi i'm mei! i'm a chinese american girl born and raised in los angeles, california. i love all things whimsical and beautiful, and this is where i share all of my favorite moments through a medium that i'm very passionate about. i'm also a jewelry designer for my own brand Meide 🎀 thanks for stopping by! 💕


Mei Yan

the new video.... has so many suspicious faces
$600 shopping spree & unboxing at popmart!!! with kole lol

3 months ago | [YT] | 167

Mei Yan

HEHEHE emotes are finally here for subs on twitch/smokedmei !!

+ join my discord! discord.gg/DWN4jTZT 🌷💕✨

4 months ago (edited) | [YT] | 137

Mei Yan

hi everyone 🌸 today is my 29th birthday. it’s also around my 10 year anniversary on YouTube. i made a little video talking about where i’ve been lately.

in my 20’s i joined every project i could possibly think of, with nothing but determination and passion fueling me. as i approach my 30’s, my health and state of wellbeing is something i have to consider much more now. i’m taking the time to finally slow down and reconsider how i approach life now that i have a chronic illness. as i continue to navigate through what feels like the endless trials of girlhood, i can’t express my gratitude and appreciation enough. whether this is your first video or your 300th, thank you for following along my little journey.

i’m trying something new lately, because the community i’ve built over the last 10 years means more to me than you’ll ever know. live streaming genshin impact in 2022 was some of the fondest memories i have here. i’ve been live streaming again lately as an easier and stress-free way to create content and stay connected. you can find me on twitch.tv/smokedmei or here on YouTube live.

thank you for watching.
love always, mei 🌸

6 months ago | [YT] | 1,105

Mei Yan

i've been streaming more often on twitch and it's been so much fun!! this week i went to try on cute summer clothes at kitteny and did these fairy core nails for my birthday ☺️🌸🦋🌷✨

next stream is may 6th @ 2 PM PST! i'm going back to the PR agency / showroom to try on clothes for the new season's gifting www.twitch.tv/smokedmei

i didn't expect to like streaming so much but i love how interactive and easygoing it is!! it's a really nice break from editing 🥹🥹🥹 thank you for joining and making things fun!!

6 months ago | [YT] | 434

Mei Yan

IM ON TWITCH NOW!! im live streaming my hair appointment right now! we may do a color change, im not sure yet, but anyway come and hang out!! www.twitch.tv/smokedmei 🥳🌸💕

7 months ago | [YT] | 232

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we finally released matching bracelets for our best selling Luna design! there's 5 colors + an all new navy color way that reminds me of a starry night sky ✨🌟 meidestudio.co/

these have been in the works as we invested in R&D in the last year. these bracelets are much sturdier and longer lasting in comparison to our previous designs! i hope you can see how much love goes into everything we do! 💕

7 months ago | [YT] | 188

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our fan favorite Meide pieces have FINALLY just restocked after over a year of being waitlisted and sold out!! during this time i went back to the drawing board to source completely new and higher quality materials. we're always striving to improve and i can't wait for you all to experience the difference in our brand this year!! meidestudio.co/ 💗🩵

8 months ago | [YT] | 403

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hello my loves! it's been a while since our last drop but we have tons of new pieces live on Meide, as well as an updated sale section with up to 30% off! thank you so much for your support on my last video as well. i can't wait to be back! i adore you all 🥹💕💗✨ meidestudio.co/

9 months ago | [YT] | 348

Mei Yan

hello my loves 💕🎀 it’s been so long since we last spoke. it’s been one year since my last youtube video, and it’s been almost two years since i slowly stopped posting content to focus on building my brand Meide. in 2023 i was juggling two full time jobs as both a content creator and business owner, and my body couldn’t keep up with the stress or work.

in 2024 i began to get incredibly sick, and i struggled to find a diagnosis while fighting for my life. i just uploaded a new video talking in depth about women’s health and the struggles of the american insurance system and medical misogyny. i hope this video raises awareness for women’s health and endometriosis and encourages us all to have more open conversations.

if you’re suffering, you’re not alone
i’ll see you again soon x 💕

9 months ago | [YT] | 808

Mei Yan

hello everyone <3 it’s been too long since we last spoke. i’m incredibly sorry i haven’t been active, and i miss you all a lot. if you’ve been following me on instagram i’ve been really sick for the past year. life has been overwhelming, but i’ve just filmed a long chatty video to hopefully go live soon. i’ve been meaning to come back to youtube sooner, but life just keeps getting in the way.

in the meantime we’re also hosting a fundraiser on Meide to help fight the LA wildfires. meidestudio.co/
from now until 1/31 we’re donating 50% of proceeds from our artemis necklaces to the California Community Foundation Wildfire Recovery Fund and Los Angeles Fire Department Foundation.

i hope everyone is staying safe and healthy. with love, mei <3

10 months ago | [YT] | 325