I don't know why I'm posting this, I seriously don't, but I just don't feel like before now, everyone is either ignoring me or saying my takes are crazy and stuff, yet they never can disprove them but just because they can't, is it right? Do they don't care anymore.. I think they truly don't.. People who used to agree with me, are now acting like I'm worse than before and exaggerating results and hating characters too much, when I only bully them due to how overrated they are, while the results changes as scales does, sometimes the diffs get higher instead of lower, but don't think so anyone cares, while I can argue for pretty much everything I say, before I knew it when what I said was wrong, but now I'm just confused, always wondering did I hurt someone or I'm overthinking. I know I'm been depressed in the past but on the time there was alot of stuff going on, now when I'm usually happy everything just feels slow, I don't even know who trusts me anymore and some already says they don't, sometimes I've been told I'm selfish when I try my best to do the best for others, I sometimes question, actually always do, was always supporting the truth was ever the right option? Or I should have been choosed the other path.. 🥀
𝗙𝗢𝗫𝗚𝗔𝗠𝗜𝗡𝗚𝟭𝟮𝟭
I don't know why I'm posting this, I seriously don't, but I just don't feel like before now, everyone is either ignoring me or saying my takes are crazy and stuff, yet they never can disprove them but just because they can't, is it right? Do they don't care anymore.. I think they truly don't.. People who used to agree with me, are now acting like I'm worse than before and exaggerating results and hating characters too much, when I only bully them due to how overrated they are, while the results changes as scales does, sometimes the diffs get higher instead of lower, but don't think so anyone cares, while I can argue for pretty much everything I say, before I knew it when what I said was wrong, but now I'm just confused, always wondering did I hurt someone or I'm overthinking. I know I'm been depressed in the past but on the time there was alot of stuff going on, now when I'm usually happy everything just feels slow, I don't even know who trusts me anymore and some already says they don't, sometimes I've been told I'm selfish when I try my best to do the best for others, I sometimes question, actually always do, was always supporting the truth was ever the right option? Or I should have been choosed the other path.. 🥀
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