Hello! So, I just needed to get some info out there before I get too sucked up in stuff, so a lil bit more serious video. So, I've been posting quite a bit recently, and that's kinda because after the kind of internal scare of not being sure if I would be able to continue posting with the stuff about the ai implements and YT being kinda shitty or whatever, I ended up okay and that near-losing this gave me a lot of motivation to post more, because I really do enjoy this. However, school for me has also started up again, and I'm not sure how well I'll be able to keep up with posting a lot with that. Cause, MS on its own can be really stressful, but I'm also in pretty advanced, accelerated classes that I can't always keep up with very well, since I haven't quite found ways to fully cope with my ADHD and stuff. And with that, because school is how it is, I often see a bit of a decline in my mental health, though I'm hoping this year because I have some aspects of my life figured out and healthy that I didn't in past years, that I will be able to keep from spiraling. With that, I'm probably going to start scheduling posts maybe 2 or 3 times a week. Part of this depends on when I find ideas for videos, and when I can actually get them done. And, here, I actually wanted to ask you ppl if there's times that are best for me to post for your timezones, because, I dunno, I thought I'd ask? I'm in PDT, and I've scheduled a couple posts, which I just defaulted to 2pm, because afternoon tends to be a nice time, though at that time I'm at school on weekdays. Also, I will be wearing a mask in most of my videos again, for a couple reasons. One is with YT being a lot stricter on age stuff, I find wearing a mask can help me not be targeted too much. (With that, I also probably can't go live much cause I almost immediately got it disabled last time I tried) And second is.. well, simply put, I'm a young teen, so not really a surprise that I'm not a big fan of how I look. It's actually not a huge problem right now since my mind is mostly fixated on other things, but a lot of the time my lighting, and staring at myself in a kinda shitty phone camera really isn't flattering, so a mask helps me not feel negative when looking back at videos. (Also when I'm wearing a mask my most prominent feature is my eyes, which I actually quite like.) Anyways, I thought I'd kinda just give an update so you all know what's happening, this is for my viewers here in YT who I appreciate so very much, and if anybody from the discord is here, some of this is good for you to know as well. I will put any other details in the comments, I hope everybody has a decent day and good days moving forward, love you all, and see you later!
StormyNight
Script to the short I'm uploading rn -
Hello! So, I just needed to get some info out there before I get too sucked up in stuff, so a lil bit more serious video. So, I've been posting quite a bit recently, and that's kinda because after the kind of internal scare of not being sure if I would be able to continue posting with the stuff about the ai implements and YT being kinda shitty or whatever, I ended up okay and that near-losing this gave me a lot of motivation to post more, because I really do enjoy this. However, school for me has also started up again, and I'm not sure how well I'll be able to keep up with posting a lot with that. Cause, MS on its own can be really stressful, but I'm also in pretty advanced, accelerated classes that I can't always keep up with very well, since I haven't quite found ways to fully cope with my ADHD and stuff. And with that, because school is how it is, I often see a bit of a decline in my mental health, though I'm hoping this year because I have some aspects of my life figured out and healthy that I didn't in past years, that I will be able to keep from spiraling. With that, I'm probably going to start scheduling posts maybe 2 or 3 times a week. Part of this depends on when I find ideas for videos, and when I can actually get them done. And, here, I actually wanted to ask you ppl if there's times that are best for me to post for your timezones, because, I dunno, I thought I'd ask? I'm in PDT, and I've scheduled a couple posts, which I just defaulted to 2pm, because afternoon tends to be a nice time, though at that time I'm at school on weekdays. Also, I will be wearing a mask in most of my videos again, for a couple reasons. One is with YT being a lot stricter on age stuff, I find wearing a mask can help me not be targeted too much. (With that, I also probably can't go live much cause I almost immediately got it disabled last time I tried) And second is.. well, simply put, I'm a young teen, so not really a surprise that I'm not a big fan of how I look. It's actually not a huge problem right now since my mind is mostly fixated on other things, but a lot of the time my lighting, and staring at myself in a kinda shitty phone camera really isn't flattering, so a mask helps me not feel negative when looking back at videos. (Also when I'm wearing a mask my most prominent feature is my eyes, which I actually quite like.) Anyways, I thought I'd kinda just give an update so you all know what's happening, this is for my viewers here in YT who I appreciate so very much, and if anybody from the discord is here, some of this is good for you to know as well. I will put any other details in the comments, I hope everybody has a decent day and good days moving forward, love you all, and see you later!
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