sometimes I look back… and I can still feel it. I still remember the day I uploaded my very first video. It wasn’t planned. No editing. No expectations. Just… me, posting something I loved.
And then the next day… it had 2.1k views.
I remember staring at the screen, refreshing again and again, just to make sure it was real. My heart was beating so fast. I was so happy that day I was literally over the sky. I ran around my house showing everyone like, “LOOK! LOOK AT THIS!!” That happiness was something so pure, so real.
After that… I kept going. I uploaded every single day. Some days were easy. Some days were so tiring. And getting to 1k subscribers felt like climbing a mountain. I struggled. I questioned myself. But I never gave up because something in my heart told me to keep going.
And then one day… one of my videos went viral. Suddenly, I didn’t just hit 1k I reached 11k subscribers. I can still remember the exact feeling in my chest. It was warm… exciting… unforgettable.
2 years ago… that was the best phase of my YouTube journey. Always active on community. Talking with my friends. Laughing, sharing, fangirling, staying up whole nights making videos even when I was tired. But I never complained. Because it was fun. It felt like home.
Sometimes I catch myself thinking about those moments and it makes me smile. Those late-night conversations, the excitement when a video did well, the comments, the support, the inside jokes… I’m grateful I lived that. I’m grateful I felt that joy.
Slowly, people started leaving… and it hurt a little. Because those memories were so precious to me. But I didn’t leave. Because this channel is not just a channel. It is my diary. My safe place. My journey. My youth. My love for Seventeen. My hardworking nights. My happiest moments.
This channel has pieces of me in it.
And because of this channel, I met people I never expected to meet. Especially Lazza Edits and@Liz_fixonn They aren’t just viewers. They became like big sisters to me. They understood me. They were there for me. They supported me even when life was busy for them too.
Sometimes I think… If I never made this channel, I wouldn’t have met these people who I genuinely love and appreciate. The real ones. The ones who stayed. The ones who made me feel seen.
And for that… I am forever grateful.
To everyone who is still here… To everyone who supports me quietly or loudly… To everyone who watches, likes, comments, or simply remembers me…
Thank you. Thank you for being part of this journey. Thank you for giving me memories I will hold close forever.
This isn’t just my channel.
This is our story.
And it’s still going. We’re still here. Together. No matter how slow, no matter how we’re still growing. 💖
Here’s to another year… and more memories we will create together. Thank you for 2 years. ✨
𝘰𝘣𝘴𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘦𝘥𝘹𝘭𝘶𝘷
| HAPPY 2 ANNIVERSARY TO THIS CHANNEL|
sometimes I look back… and I can still feel it.
I still remember the day I uploaded my very first video.
It wasn’t planned.
No editing.
No expectations.
Just… me, posting something I loved.
And then the next day… it had 2.1k views.
I remember staring at the screen, refreshing again and again, just to make sure it was real. My heart was beating so fast. I was so happy that day I was literally over the sky. I ran around my house showing everyone like, “LOOK! LOOK AT THIS!!”
That happiness was something so pure, so real.
After that… I kept going.
I uploaded every single day.
Some days were easy.
Some days were so tiring.
And getting to 1k subscribers felt like climbing a mountain. I struggled. I questioned myself. But I never gave up because something in my heart told me to keep going.
And then one day… one of my videos went viral.
Suddenly, I didn’t just hit 1k I reached 11k subscribers. I can still remember the exact feeling in my chest. It was warm… exciting… unforgettable.
2 years ago… that was the best phase of my YouTube journey.
Always active on community.
Talking with my friends.
Laughing, sharing, fangirling, staying up whole nights making videos even when I was tired.
But I never complained.
Because it was fun.
It felt like home.
Sometimes I catch myself thinking about those moments and it makes me smile. Those late-night conversations, the excitement when a video did well, the comments, the support, the inside jokes… I’m grateful I lived that. I’m grateful I felt that joy.
Slowly, people started leaving…
and it hurt a little.
Because those memories were so precious to me.
But I didn’t leave.
Because this channel is not just a channel.
It is my diary.
My safe place.
My journey.
My youth.
My love for Seventeen.
My hardworking nights.
My happiest moments.
This channel has pieces of me in it.
And because of this channel, I met people I never expected to meet.
Especially Lazza Edits and@Liz_fixonn
They aren’t just viewers.
They became like big sisters to me.
They understood me.
They were there for me.
They supported me even when life was busy for them too.
Sometimes I think…
If I never made this channel, I wouldn’t have met these people who I genuinely love and appreciate. The real ones. The ones who stayed. The ones who made me feel seen.
And for that… I am forever grateful.
To everyone who is still here…
To everyone who supports me quietly or loudly…
To everyone who watches, likes, comments, or simply remembers me…
Thank you.
Thank you for being part of this journey.
Thank you for giving me memories I will hold close forever.
This isn’t just my channel.
This is our story.
And it’s still going.
We’re still here.
Together.
No matter how slow, no matter how we’re still growing. 💖
Here’s to another year… and more memories we will create together.
Thank you for 2 years. ✨
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