BEING AN ATHIEST: I chose to be an athiest around 3rd-4th grade due to some pretty bad religious trauma and because it didn't stick well with me because of my identity and s3xuality. It's been years since then
BEING NUERODIVERGENT: I grew up as a mentally challenged child. (Behavioral issues, ADHD, etc.) And have difficulty taking things lightly and doing things people who are nuerotypical would do. (I grew up in a nuerodivergent family)
What I have.
-DMDD -ADHD -SOCIAL ANXIETY -MAYBE AUTISM -POTENTIAL DEPRESSION -ODD -PTSD -INSOMNIA (idk if this counts-)
BEING EASILY ANGERED AND HOLDING GRUDGES FOR A LONG TIME: growing up, ive always been bullied harshly and had a hard time making friends due to my issues. Therefore I grew a habit of keeping strong grudges against people I don't like (even for simple things) for a while, and becoming more distrustful and closed off towards some people. (This made me be able to spot the "bad apples" in groups. As In its easier for me to tell who not to hang around)
BEING LGBTQ: since around 3rd grade, i was questioning who i was and figuring out who I liked (was bisexual for a few years) and now currently I am a lesbian and a genderfluid person. And I'm leaning towards the word "ambiguous" because I really don't mind what people call me or think I am, I just kinda let them decide that. (And snap at them if they're rude about it)
Explanations-:
Depression: me and my parents figured I MIGHT have this because of my recent actions over the last 2-3 months. (Sh, THOSE thoughts, losing interest in things I used to enjoy doing and feeling trapped in a loop of somekind) don't worry I've been clean for around 2-3 weeks now :)
DMDD: a mental disorder diagnosed when somebody is a child (usually?) And gets overly aggressive or irritated over everything (in my case-) and often has violent outbursts
(Dysfunction Mood Disregulation Disorder)
ODD: a mental disorder diagnosed as a child (usually?) Which basically means somebody doesn't like authority and often becomes angry and breaks rules (in my case it's that and my brain snaps back at anything I don't like)
(Oppositional Defiance Disorder)
AUTSIM: Idk. My parents think we all may have a little bit of autism.
ADHD: basically where your brain doesn't think like how somebody classified as "normal" would be and likes to multitask, forget about something you're already doing, do something and then do something else, get overstimulated by a lot of things at once, and inability to stay still for a long period of time. (Not exactly a bad thing-)
(Attention Deficit Hyper Disorder?)
PTSD: something that can trigger negative responses from certain things after something bad happens (trauma)
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More explanations!
BEING AN ATHIEST: I chose to be an athiest around 3rd-4th grade due to some pretty bad religious trauma and because it didn't stick well with me because of my identity and s3xuality. It's been years since then
BEING NUERODIVERGENT: I grew up as a mentally challenged child. (Behavioral issues, ADHD, etc.) And have difficulty taking things lightly and doing things people who are nuerotypical would do. (I grew up in a nuerodivergent family)
What I have.
-DMDD
-ADHD
-SOCIAL ANXIETY
-MAYBE AUTISM
-POTENTIAL DEPRESSION
-ODD
-PTSD
-INSOMNIA (idk if this counts-)
BEING EASILY ANGERED AND HOLDING GRUDGES FOR A LONG TIME: growing up, ive always been bullied harshly and had a hard time making friends due to my issues. Therefore I grew a habit of keeping strong grudges against people I don't like (even for simple things) for a while, and becoming more distrustful and closed off towards some people. (This made me be able to spot the "bad apples" in groups. As In its easier for me to tell who not to hang around)
BEING LGBTQ: since around 3rd grade, i was questioning who i was and figuring out who I liked (was bisexual for a few years) and now currently I am a lesbian and a genderfluid person. And I'm leaning towards the word "ambiguous" because I really don't mind what people call me or think I am, I just kinda let them decide that. (And snap at them if they're rude about it)
Explanations-:
Depression: me and my parents figured I MIGHT have this because of my recent actions over the last 2-3 months. (Sh, THOSE thoughts, losing interest in things I used to enjoy doing and feeling trapped in a loop of somekind) don't worry I've been clean for around 2-3 weeks now :)
DMDD: a mental disorder diagnosed when somebody is a child (usually?) And gets overly aggressive or irritated over everything (in my case-) and often has violent outbursts
(Dysfunction Mood Disregulation Disorder)
ODD: a mental disorder diagnosed as a child (usually?) Which basically means somebody doesn't like authority and often becomes angry and breaks rules (in my case it's that and my brain snaps back at anything I don't like)
(Oppositional Defiance Disorder)
AUTSIM: Idk. My parents think we all may have a little bit of autism.
ADHD: basically where your brain doesn't think like how somebody classified as "normal" would be and likes to multitask, forget about something you're already doing, do something and then do something else, get overstimulated by a lot of things at once, and inability to stay still for a long period of time. (Not exactly a bad thing-)
(Attention Deficit Hyper Disorder?)
PTSD: something that can trigger negative responses from certain things after something bad happens (trauma)
(Post Traumatic Stress Disorder)
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