I've been doing a lot of self-reflection on my gender lately and I think "demigirl" is the most accurate label for myself. The TL;DR is that I still feel like a woman, but only for half of the time. The other half is just... eh. I'm not changing my pronouns because at this point, I'm too used to "she/her" and pretty much no other pronouns give me the same amount of euphoria. But the internal feeling of "half-woman, half-void" is something I've found myself coming back to a *lot* in recent memory. So I may as well accept it for what it is.
I'm republicizing my post-transition Q&A/reaction videos to serve as a time capsule for a certain period of my life. Truthfully, I don't love how much emphasis I had put on my medical transition in these videos and how vague I feel like I was about actual details, even though the last video in the series(?) is meant to be a subversion of its predecessors. While I am proud of myself for being so committed to the process, taking girl pills (or boy juice) is not the end-all-be-all of the trans experience. But ultimately these videos are just as important to my journey as where I stand right now - plus, I am eternally humbled to hear how much these videos have helped others handle their own experiences with gender or to become better allies for the LGBTQ community.
FishTitan64
Hey, if anyone is still here:
I've been doing a lot of self-reflection on my gender lately and I think "demigirl" is the most accurate label for myself. The TL;DR is that I still feel like a woman, but only for half of the time. The other half is just... eh.
I'm not changing my pronouns because at this point, I'm too used to "she/her" and pretty much no other pronouns give me the same amount of euphoria. But the internal feeling of "half-woman, half-void" is something I've found myself coming back to a *lot* in recent memory. So I may as well accept it for what it is.
I'm republicizing my post-transition Q&A/reaction videos to serve as a time capsule for a certain period of my life.
Truthfully, I don't love how much emphasis I had put on my medical transition in these videos and how vague I feel like I was about actual details, even though the last video in the series(?) is meant to be a subversion of its predecessors.
While I am proud of myself for being so committed to the process, taking girl pills (or boy juice) is not the end-all-be-all of the trans experience.
But ultimately these videos are just as important to my journey as where I stand right now - plus, I am eternally humbled to hear how much these videos have helped others handle their own experiences with gender or to become better allies for the LGBTQ community.
Have a good day,
Isabelle
1 year ago (edited) | [YT] | 191