Hello everyone. I know it's been quite a while since I've uploaded, well, anything. And I have a lot of explaining to do for that. I guess I'll start where I stopped. At the beginning of 2022, my father fell ill with cirrhosis of the liver and passed away later that year in September. In that time my life came to a complete stand still as I put into practice my previous occupation's skills as a CNA and became my fathers full time caretaker.
In that time my life came to a complete stand still as I was physically and emotionally drained knowing the inevitable end. After my father passed away I spent the next few months morning and rediscovered myself. I took a job at the Olive Garden as a server just to get out of the house and pay the bills. In the summer of 2023 I found myself in the hospital discovering that I have a spinal disease. Since then its has progressively gotten worse and soon I may have to have surgery, which I’m super scared of having to do. But I can’t work, I can’t make animations or even sit at my computer for long periods of time. I’m almost always in bed with my laptop being my only real connection to the world anymore. It’s been quite the mental struggle, and I’ve been getting therapy to keep from “deleting” myself. God has played a big part in my continued existence as well.
With that being said, I’ve found solace in my greatest skill and talent, MUSIC! And I’ve been hard at work channeling my crazy chaotic emotional state into a musical odyssey. With the help of A.I. technology I’m creating in ways I never thought I would be able to again. So I’ve decided to rebrand the channel to showcase music again, but this time I’m going to be doing original content. My hope is that my music, my videos, and my art over all art can help people with their daily lives, bringing them genuine real relatability as well as fun and entertaining content.
I will always be a Godzilla fan, and I will continue to watch him on the big screen when I can and try to stay up to date with everything Godzilla related, but it’s time for me to move on and close the chapter of being a Godzilla content creator. I will completely understand if you decide to unsubscribe as well as stop being a Patreon because of this, but I hope you will at least give the music a listen before you go.
For those of you who are going to stick around, let me present to you the first of three albums telling the story of a person you all know, me. I’m calling it, “Music In The Machine!”
Stay tuned for new videos coming real soon, and who knows, maybe i’ll be able to get my music on Spotify!
Scrye
Hello everyone. I know it's been quite a while since I've uploaded, well, anything. And I have a lot of explaining to do for that. I guess I'll start where I stopped. At the beginning of 2022, my father fell ill with cirrhosis of the liver and passed away later that year in September. In that time my life came to a complete stand still as I put into practice my previous occupation's skills as a CNA and became my fathers full time caretaker.
In that time my life came to a complete stand still as I was physically and emotionally drained knowing the inevitable end. After my father passed away I spent the next few months morning and rediscovered myself. I took a job at the Olive Garden as a server just to get out of the house and pay the bills. In the summer of 2023 I found myself in the hospital discovering that I have a spinal disease. Since then its has progressively gotten worse and soon I may have to have surgery, which I’m super scared of having to do. But I can’t work, I can’t make animations or even sit at my computer for long periods of time. I’m almost always in bed with my laptop being my only real connection to the world anymore. It’s been quite the mental struggle, and I’ve been getting therapy to keep from “deleting” myself. God has played a big part in my continued existence as well.
With that being said, I’ve found solace in my greatest skill and talent, MUSIC! And I’ve been hard at work channeling my crazy chaotic emotional state into a musical odyssey. With the help of A.I. technology I’m creating in ways I never thought I would be able to again. So I’ve decided to rebrand the channel to showcase music again, but this time I’m going to be doing original content. My hope is that my music, my videos, and my art over all art can help people with their daily lives, bringing them genuine real relatability as well as fun and entertaining content.
I will always be a Godzilla fan, and I will continue to watch him on the big screen when I can and try to stay up to date with everything Godzilla related, but it’s time for me to move on and close the chapter of being a Godzilla content creator. I will completely understand if you decide to unsubscribe as well as stop being a Patreon because of this, but I hope you will at least give the music a listen before you go.
For those of you who are going to stick around, let me present to you the first of three albums telling the story of a person you all know, me. I’m calling it, “Music In The Machine!”
Stay tuned for new videos coming real soon, and who knows, maybe i’ll be able to get my music on Spotify!
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