Lately I have been seeing and hearing things that aren't there even more than normal. Most of the time it's small things like seeing Spiders on me in my peripheral vision only to look at them and they disappear. Other times when I'm in bed this thing about the thickness of a big fist pops up like a big snake on the side of my bed and looks at me only to dart back down out of sight. Whenever I investigate nothing is there. Rarely there's full body visual hallucinations. The last one was from a couple years ago when I was taking out the garbage the silhouette of a child crunched down on all fours charged me only to disappear when I looked at it. And before that there was a large fleshy naked featureless figure slowly walking on all fours in the room down the hall, approx the average size of a man.All throughout my childhood I had this thing that would go "haaah" in my ear. This one used to terrify me, but it's gotten beyond old. Not reacting to it seems to have gotten rid of that one. Rarely when I try to sleep a dog that doesn't exist will bark directly in my ear everytime I close my eyes. (My neighbors do not own a dog and the sound is way too close for it to be). The trick to getting rid of it is closing one eye at a time to mess it up and it won't come back for a long time after.Relatives are super into the "supernatural" which I do not believe in whatsoever. So they are aware I have seen and heard things it was just summed up as ghostly mumbo jumbo. I do not inform them about what I see and hear anymore because it's pointless and makes it worse, burning shit in my house doesn't solve the problem, talking about them gives them strength and that strength builds up to bad nights where I'm swarmed.I don't want doctors involved, they've treated me as a science experiment before for other things (medical) and I don't want that again. I do not want medication, I want to remain myself. I've never used illicit drugs, alcohol, smoking or anything in my life and never intend to use these
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Well sheesh, Her mom got my creator a haircut😗✨
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