Shadow Work can change your life experience, but your outer life must not be a contradiction to what you’ve found you want/are really truly in or capable of being in alignment with. In fact, it gets WORSE if you do the work and make a plan and then take no action because now there’s been a perspective shift - Like an addict who gets a glimpse of what it feels like to have natural dopamine levels and start making amends, getting to know themselves, and then falls back into the arms of the devil they know. I’m not just talking about drugs. I’m talking about the withdrawals- When you’ve been having adrenaline-inducing sessions of deep-diving and you start to find valuable things you thought you’d lost or didn’t know you had.. but the cave is too dark. Now that you’re at the mouth of the cave, if you take zero action, you will run out of oxygen, quickly. It’s takes practice for to rewire ‘the next right action’ to be “What would someone who loves themselves do?” And then actually do that.
If you know depression and/or anxiety, this talk by therapist David Burns about thoughts, mood, attempts or thoughts of self-unalive* I got about half-way through without meaningful tears. Ok I choked up. Nevermind I didn’t cry. Ok I did. But then I laughed.
This is a clip of @TealSwanOfficial sitting with someone, validating their loving actions, helping them realize that the choice they made to follow their desire and healing while doing it is worth the contrast of a painbow of emotions, if you will… Maybe it’s the lifetimes I’ve spent or maybe it’s my experience with overlays, editing techniques, and false narratives. Either way, the heart wants what the heart wants. 📮🥵💋👹🌹♦️🧨💥🐦🔥🍁✨ 🏮🦁📴☣️🥧🔸 ☄️🔥🌞🔥⚡️ 🔅🥹🌼🐝🫶🌙🤒❤️🩹😳👼✨ 🌱🧤🧩🎍🌲🪀 🧟♀️🎄👀🐛🪅 🪬📘🥶🫂😨🔷🫠🖌️👥🦋🪩 🧞🔮🍇♑️👿☯️😈♊️🍇🔮🧞♀️
11:11am; just in time, I found this and set it on the backyard picnic table for 10 min morning yoga in the sun. I was sun-gazing with eyes closed eyes on admiration of sacred geometry. Then walking the stone path just above the moss when I noticed there was one lowly orange on the tree we share with a neighbor. I expected it to be sour, dry, full of seeds. It wasn’t easy to peel at all. It stung my cuticles and stickied my hands to the wrist. When I say it was big, fat, juicy, sweet, and seedless- thee amount of exceedingly it done did my expectations went SO hand in hand with NOT JUST one of many messages from Teal @TealSwanOfficial about attraction and self integration BUT THE CARD I DREW from the frequency deck JUST hAPPEEnd to be Moving Forward (in reverse)- I may not have my hands on a fortune yet, but I’m effing SOLD. The path to the greatest love of all is glonky and steep, but if I can’t reintegrate these parts of me that I’ve been feverishly apathetic about disowning, they won’t grow strong and heal and grow into the perfect puzzle shape to take another as a part of my self. I’m not so young anymore. Those pink clouds of potential, the overlays that used to form like a halo of dandelions, they’ve both blown away. Mud is my home now. The lotus, my expectation.
Oh wow ok cool that’s…. Yeah, that’s gonna be my card. Thanks for always keeping it real @TealSwanOfficial Maybe you could chill on the hunting me during the full moon? 🌝 #iykyk
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Shadow Work can change your life experience, but your outer life must not be a contradiction to what you’ve found you want/are really truly in or capable of being in alignment with. In fact, it gets WORSE if you do the work and make a plan and then take no action because now there’s been a perspective shift -
Like an addict who gets a glimpse of what it feels like to have natural dopamine levels and start making amends, getting to know themselves, and then falls back into the arms of the devil they know. I’m not just talking about drugs. I’m talking about the withdrawals- When you’ve been having adrenaline-inducing sessions of deep-diving and you start to find valuable things you thought you’d lost or didn’t know you had.. but the cave is too dark. Now that you’re at the mouth of the cave, if you take zero action, you will run out of oxygen, quickly. It’s takes practice for to rewire ‘the next right action’ to be “What would someone who loves themselves do?” And then actually do that.
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Gradually turning this page into a place
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If you know depression and/or anxiety, this talk by therapist David Burns about thoughts, mood, attempts or thoughts of self-unalive*
I got about half-way through without meaningful tears. Ok I choked up. Nevermind I didn’t cry. Ok I did. But then I laughed.
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Don’t take it out on me
I’m out of sympathy for you
Maybe you should leave
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This is a clip of @TealSwanOfficial sitting with someone, validating their loving actions, helping them realize that the choice they made to follow their desire and healing while doing it is worth the contrast of a painbow of emotions, if you will… Maybe it’s the lifetimes I’ve spent or maybe it’s my experience with overlays, editing techniques, and false narratives. Either way, the heart wants what the heart wants.
📮🥵💋👹🌹♦️🧨💥🐦🔥🍁✨
🏮🦁📴☣️🥧🔸 ☄️🔥🌞🔥⚡️
🔅🥹🌼🐝🫶🌙🤒❤️🩹😳👼✨
🌱🧤🧩🎍🌲🪀 🧟♀️🎄👀🐛🪅
🪬📘🥶🫂😨🔷🫠🖌️👥🦋🪩
🧞🔮🍇♑️👿☯️😈♊️🍇🔮🧞♀️
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11:11am; just in time, I found this and set it on the backyard picnic table for 10 min morning yoga in the sun. I was sun-gazing with eyes closed eyes on admiration of sacred geometry. Then walking the stone path just above the moss when I noticed there was one lowly orange on the tree we share with a neighbor. I expected it to be sour, dry, full of seeds. It wasn’t easy to peel at all. It stung my cuticles and stickied my hands to the wrist. When I say it was big, fat, juicy, sweet, and seedless- thee amount of exceedingly it done did my expectations went SO hand in hand with NOT JUST one of many messages from Teal @TealSwanOfficial about attraction and self integration BUT THE CARD I DREW from the frequency deck JUST hAPPEEnd to be Moving Forward (in reverse)- I may not have my hands on a fortune yet, but I’m effing SOLD.
The path to the greatest love of all is glonky and steep, but if I can’t reintegrate these parts of me that I’ve been feverishly apathetic about disowning, they won’t grow strong and heal and grow into the perfect puzzle shape to take another as a part of my self. I’m not so young anymore. Those pink clouds of potential, the overlays that used to form like a halo of dandelions, they’ve both blown away. Mud is my home now. The lotus, my expectation.
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Winter Solstice in my cave 💙
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Night 2 guided for @TealSwanOfficial
Tomorrow morning will be unguided 🧿
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Oh wow ok cool that’s…. Yeah, that’s gonna be my card. Thanks for always keeping it real @TealSwanOfficial Maybe you could chill on the hunting me during the full moon? 🌝 #iykyk
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Chiron
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